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WHERE IβM AT.
you can currently find me on these blogs:
@wonderloste , @otomatesΒ
all are related to otome in some way so ! reminder this blog is on indefinite hiatus and iβm not sure when or if iβll touch it again but :β) iβm still around & active. xoxo friends.
iβm working on the boy :pleading: @heartjockey
iβll make my official post when things are more established but... gently lays hands on this blog. i lov u. iβll see u all on the flip side.
if u have no idea what iβm on about read my last few posts KJNERKHJNM
soooo ... hi there KJNMEKRJHNM
i donβt really owe the internet anything but i do have friends here so i feel like updating what exactly has. happened.Β π₯Ί nothing bad, i havenβt been awol bc of some tragic circumstances this time around lol.
actually my life has kinda entirely changed. i, uh, drove to my partnerβs house a bit back and more or less helped them run away from their abusive household and now weβre living together, figuring stuff out, having to work through Life tm and stuff like that. honestly itβs just a huge change and i was already so airheaded about roleplaying before that even happened and then that became a thing and `everything changed` KJNERHM also i graduated college and i have a job and weβre talking about marriage and itβs jUST A LOT happened at one time
tbh iβve lost muse for most of my characters here, i think that was p obvious before all of this happened... iβve been floundering with threads for a while now. i still want to roleplay, but as much as i love characters from otome and having a multimuse and being able to focus on w/e muse has my interest in that moment... tbh i really miss having a single character blog where i can just pour ALL of my heart into one character and have everyone interact with them. it is a little disheartening being so split up on a multimuse sometimes bc i have so much passion for certain characters that just arenβt that popular to interact with, or ppl have more passion for interacting with characters who i have sorta fallen out of love with? and itβs really hard to keep up motivation for writing like that, esp when iβm juggling life things in between. i donβt have the time i used to and i donβt have as much of myself to split up between 9347937497 different characters AND fully flesh them out.
writing juliet and kuma where i met a lot of you, i had enough passion for them that i stuck with that one singular muse for YEARS before i lost interest and had to find love elsewhere. iβm... currently in a place where iβd like to try to find that love again. not necessarily with those muses, as much as i loved juliet and mono/kuma, their times have passed.
i want to pick up a singular muse. one single blog. pour all of my devotion into that character. not make the same mistake i did ages ago where iβd make 500 blogs. not make the mistake i did this time adding 100 muses.
i want to come back to roleplaying and rediscover all the passion i had for itΒ bc itβs always made me happy, i donβt really want to leave when i still do have free time i can devote to writing...Β π₯Ί
iβm going to spend some time thinking over characters that i actually feel attached to beyond just a passing interest. sdv alex and foodfan sweet tofu are the biggest contenders. louis from code vein too, just having the one blog maybe i could actually focus on DEVELOPING him and being happy w my portrayal. maybe iβll do something brand new and whip out a random muse even i donβt see coming idk KJNEKRJHNM i need to consider.
whatever i decide to do, i hope iβll still see some of you around when i figure out what muse/blog setup and all of that. in the meantime, iβm sorry for all the threads that have dragged/dropped while iβve been trying to figure things out. and iβm sorry to my ship partners, iβve kinda let yβall down big time kejnrhm. iβm going to take time to consider things.
thank you for reading, sorry for the long post !! nice to see some of you still on my dash <3 iβll see you soon, i hope?Β π₯Ί
please help my entire music rec list has turned into ukranian and russian songs bc the protag of the comic weβre producing / my magical boy oc is russian and his inspo playlist is made up entirely of them iβm crying
idk what anyone is saying but slavic songs are spicy

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100Β waysΒ toΒ sayΒ β iΒ loveΒ you βΒ sentence Β starters βͺΒ skinsΒ ukΒ edition.Β alter Β as Β you Β see Β fit
βwake up [name], you twat.β
βdo you want a coke or something?β
βcan i carry your books?β
"i like that youβre funny Iooking.β
"oh thank you, youβre so nice.β
"you fancy me?β
"i think that could have gone a lot worse, donβt you?β
"weβll miss you, wonβt we?β
[ text ] : EAT
"have you always had that mole?β
"iβm respecting. believe me, iβm respecting.β
"you alright? do you want to dance?β
"do you want me to walk you home?β
"weβll make ourselves comfy, yeah?β
βshall i give you head?β
"iβm gonna get an early night. coming to bed?β
"iβll give you head - thatβs friendship.β
βbut what about you? youβve got bigger problems than me.β
"i like your hair.β
"and iβm really, really sorry for being a slut, okay?β
"i realised something. iβve been an idiot.β
"and i was hoping maybe youβd give me another chance?β
"youβre clever, funny, and β¦ very, very pretty.β
"so iβll see you around.β
β[name], you came! i mean, cool, i mean β¦ i wasnβt sure you would.β
βdo you think theyβll give us a joint cell?β
"i donβt want this to be difficult.β
"did you get beaten up?β
"i want to speak to you, and i think you want to speak to me.β
"kiss me again.β
"come on, iβm taking you for breakfast.β
"happy birthday, mate.β
"thereβs something i have to get off my chest and if i donβt, iβm afraid everything might just totally go to shit.β
"come to bed with me. please.β
"youβre my best friend, but i really donβt know what the fuck youβre on about most of the time.β
"see? i remembered your favourite.β
"look, sorry, [name]. but your mum says we gotta take you home.β
"come out. iβll get you dancing.β
"do i have to gay you now?β
"right, i know it might seem a bit fast, but, well, i think weβre ready, so, er, [name] β¦ i want you to move in with me.β
"letβs talk. fill me in with everything. every little detail.β
"we can carry on pretending, if it makes you feel any better.β
"and i fucking love you.β
"wow! youβve got a wacker lot of doughnuts.β
"cheeky.β
"thanks for keeping schtum.β
"hi, i made tea.β
"i brought vodka. was that right?β
"iβll show you how to do a blowjob.β
"i missed youβ¦ i missed you too much.β
"i think you can do anything.β
"itβs also nice just being with you, when youβre not being a prick, that is.β
"you alright?β
"i know you, [name]. i know youβre lonely. i think you need someone to want you. well, i do want you. so be brave. and want me back!β
"fuck you.β
"canβt we just sit like this β¦ for a bit?β
"this is a once-only charity event, you understand?β
"i bought a fucking gateaux.β
"please. can we start again?β
"facebook really needs to hear about this.β
"youβre very stalkable.β
"i was scared!β
"i am so proud of you.β
"donβt you think youβve had enough?β
"sheβs lovely, isnβt she?β
"you look nice in that dress.β
"you are doing so well, sweetheart.β
"so youβre mental, and iβm useless.β
"so, what are we doing next, mystery girl?β
"iβll never forget you.β
"hi. i got eggs. we can have eggs, yeah? and red bulls and pain au chocolat.β
"iβd die for you. i love you. i love you so much and itβs killing me.β
"donβt take any crap this time.β
"badass.β
"youβve totally got, like, βfuck meβ eyes, girl. totally βfuck me sidewaysβ eyes.β
"maybe we can go together.β
"donβt be an ass hat and people will like you more.β
"iβm trying to understand your way, but you wonβt let me.β
"youβve got quite a rep, but youβre actually pretty sound.β
"youβve got to stick it to the man, bruv.β
"you need to sort yourself out.β
"remember when we were kids and we used to talk about justβ¦ just fucking it, running away and becoming roadies?β
"everything is going to be fine, i promise you.β
"hi, you look nice.β
"you may live your life as you want.β
"weβll do a girlsβ night in.β
"youβre a shape-shifter of happiness.β
"itβs not like weβre getting married! it was one dinner!β
"thank you, my henna-handed honcho.β
"iβm sorry. i was just looking for somewhere a bit quiet.β
"itβs heavenly.β
"why arenβt you here?β
"i tried to ring you.β
"everythingβs better. here you are again.β
"iβll dance with you.β
"whatβs happened to you, [name]?β
"i didnβt wanna tell you this when you were all smitten and shit but you can do better.β
βoh, my god! oh, my god! iβm so glad you came!β
"i promise. everythingβs going to be alright.β
"i love you.β
I post a lot of emotional n heavy headcanons, may I offer you the knowledge that Alex sings spanish songs with Evelyn while helping her bake sometimes and George rolls his eyes in the bg and pretend to be annoyed.
Also Alex has a shockingly good singing voice. Heβs embarrassed by it.
i didnβt say it yesterday but happy pride month !! all of my muses are on the lgbt+ spectrum in various ways depending on the character n this is my first pride month being completely comfy with my identity have a chill june ride those rainbow vibes
side note can we acknowledge how big it is that mainline (western) story of seasons (prev harvest moon) games allow same sex marriage now ... itβs a big deal, i tbqh didnβt think that would happen in my lifetime lmao
otome youβre next. where are my normal lesbian/gay routes that arenβt weird, otome. obey me started the conversation for yβall, now letβs get to it :clap:
Angels in America, Tony Kushner
γ headcanon : alex / abuse tw. γ
Haley over here making me think about Alexβs actual feelings towards his mother because itβs never quite as simple asΒ βI wanted to protect herβ even though thatβs overall whatβs presented and genuinely how Alex DID feel ultimately. Under a cut for v blunt abuse talk.

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ah yes we love june with itβs whammy of fatherβs day and then alexβs momβs death anniversary a week after that and then alexβs birthday about 2 weeks after that in july
happy june
γ headcanon : gale - reposting from archived blog. γ
βππππ ππππ : Β Gale Dumitru. ??? βππππππ ππ πππππ : Single - by default, verse / interaction dependent. Has never been in a relationship with anyone or caught feelings thus far, at all, ever.
βπππππππππ ππ ππππππ : Gale is powerful, though the extent of his magicβs power is a mystery to all except him. In truth, he specializes in light & life magic, in direct contrast to the Witch (Vivi), whom he despises. He draws upon the power of the earth to mend and heal what has been broken or lost and, by doing so, makes an unspoken pact with the earth to give back to it, when it should need it. Thus, Gale only falls ill when the earth saps him of his magic & life force, which can last from hours to months. Itβs a give & take. Specifically, he can : heal wounds, mend serious injuries, bring creatures & people back from the dead, extend a human's life force indefinitely / effectively grant immortality in a sense, drain entire forests of life or restore life flowing through entire forests, revive wilted plants / wither living plants, manipulate the health of living beings, soothe troubled minds & aching bodies, calm fevers / heal illnesses, βcommunicateβ with plants & animals & elements, etc, etc. Through minor magic he can : crafts potions, salves & various remedies to tackle a plethora of problems, particularly health related, see glimpses into the future regarding oneβs life & well being, read the future via palms / cards, etc ... etc. Very fortune-teller-esque stuff, which gives room for skeptics in town not to believe heβs actually magical. This is a whole huge meta I need to make, thereβs a lot more to it. βπππ πππππ : He has heterochromia. His left eye is green, his right is yellow. βππππ πππππ : Naturally, his hair is a silver-ish / gray-ish blonde. βπ πππππ πππππππ : Gale has never had a family. He simply remembers blinking into existence one day. No childhood, no mother, no father, no siblings. Once there was darkness, and then there was light. βππππ : He does not keep pets, but he has a large quantity of wild animals who often seek him out for companionship. βπππππππππ ππππ πππ'π ππππ : Β Cruelty, harming nature / animals, putting the lives of flora / animals beneath humans, standoffish people, dishonesty, trespassers, dark magic, curses / cursed items, the Witch. βπππππππ / ππππππππππ : Β Gardening, reading ( various books, mostly potion / magic or scholarly related, but occasionally fiction & nonfiction both pop up ), stargazing, potion mixing, dancing, exploring, excavation, painting, music ( plays the flute & harp ). βππππ ππππ ππππππ πππ πππ : Yes. βππππ ππππππ ππππππ πππ πππ : Β No. Highly prioritizes life, even of those he does not feel are good people. βππππππ ππππ ππππππππππ ππππ : Elk deer. βπππππ ππππππ : Β Can tend to come off insensitive or apathetic due to the fact he very rarely, if ever, expresses his emotions visually. He has gotten into the habit of maintaining a monotone deadpan, making him rather unapproachable and intimidating to many. He also tends to drift off into daydreams when people are talking to him without realizing it. βππππ ππππππ : The only beings he holds in high regard in such a way are the Harvest gods, and even then, he doesnβt particularly see them as role models. βππππππ πππππππππππ : Demisexual. In order for any attachment to form in terms of attraction, he must first come to have feelings for someone through deep emotional ties. βππππππππ ππ ππππππππ / ππππ : The thought has never crossed his mind considering heβs been alive for centuries & simply has never had feelings for anyone. He is not opposed to the idea of marriage, though he may be apprehensive with children simply because heβs unsure how families work or whether heβd be any good at it. That said, if the subject is ever brought up, heβll speak fondly on the fantasy of marriage & family. βπππππ ππππ πππππππ : Has no clue what any of the fashion trends are. He dresses just as mystical as one may expect of a wizard who spends most of his time in the woods ... although, beneath the jeweled coat and mysterious exterior, heβs very simple. Plain black shirts and pants, etc. He considers his style to be very underplayed and wouldnβt like anything flashy or over the top. Or ordinary, for that matter. He likes the way he dresses, itβs comfortable. βπππππππ ππππ ππππ : His love is for nature, though depending on his relationship with any ship partners, they would absolutely be his first love in every sense / meaning of the phrase. βππππππππ ππ π ππππππππππ : Although he may seem difficult to befriend because of the first impression his demeanor leaves, heβs actually very friendly and open to forging friendships with just about anyone. It does take a lot to actually get close to him, but becoming casual friends is very simple. Heβs honest and blunt, meaning heβs easy to communicate with and is always willing to help those who approach him for it. That being said, heβs been alone for decades at a time and rarely interacts with humans. Heβs very awkward. βπ πππππππ πππππ : Coffee. Sweet, sweet coffee. βπ πππππππ πππππ ππ πππππ ππππ ππ : Anywhere surrounded by nature, if not at home. Flower fields. Hills under the moon. On the shores of the beach. In the heart of a forest. In the depths of a cave. Etc. He simply likes being surrounded by earth. βππππ ππ πππ ππππ ππ πππ πππππ : Both, though the lake is preferable simply for the calmness that it offers. βπππππ ππππ : He likes to be around people who are kindhearted & warm, or at the very least, gentle. He doesnβt mix well with those who have haughty attitudes and think themselves above others. Someone humble & down to earth, who is capable of sitting and enjoying the quiet without making things awkward. They must respect nature and be understanding of his strange opinions on the creatures that live within it, as someone who can communicate with the earth. Those who are patient and honest with him will be best in his company. If one shows him tenderness, he will return it tenfold. βπππππππ ππ πππππππ : Outdoors, always.
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can i ask which mods you use? it all looks so nice. *u*//
aaa sorry iβm late to seeing this, iβve been distracted playing games & writing but!!
i used this list to build the majority of my aesthetic modlist. i think all the visual mods i have are on there. except for my portrait mod, which is this one.
hope this helps!! uwu
alex youβre so embarrassing
for ur consideration:
the little bun that alex puts his hair in when heβs working out...

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been playin animal parade recently
rotinthedarkβ.
Funny how Sebastian was so used to aggressive tones that he didnβt flinch when Alexβs came out (uncharacteristic as it was), but it was the softening after that made him uncomfortable.
He never knew what to do with glowing compliments and praise. Let alone a seemingly sincere desire for him to stay and be okay. Being sad if he was gone.Β Easier to just dismiss it as bullshit.
Though, he supposed that wasnβt helped by the topic of conversation bringing his addiction to the forefront of his mind and vehemently reminding him that he hadnβt satiated his craving in a while. A finger began idly tapping against his jeans, a physical manifestation of the oncoming struggle of resisting its call while standing there with the jock. He was responsible enough to avoid secondhand exposure as much as he could, but if their little scene at the dock was any indicationβ
Well, he couldnβt be certain how easily heβd let him leave and fill his lungs with smoke. No matter how worse and worse that need became.
He turned away from the taller boy, licking his lips and hiding his face behind the curtain of black hair. Heβd heard it all before, from Sam and Abigail and his mother and Demetrius and Maru and Harvey (every fuckingΒ visit)βand for that reason, he was right. He hated preaching, hated being told what to do, hated the guilt trips and sad looks, and Alexβs demeanor was so close to that edge that of course heβd assume he was taking the same route and fall back on practiced resentment in response. The expected defensiveness from a perceived confrontation and cornering. Making him feel bad for his own coping mechanisms. Because no matter what decision he made for himself, someone had something to say about it.
Alex had no fucking idea what he put up with at home. Sebastian wasnβt about to sacrifice the crutch that kept him sane just to make him feel better.Β
ββ¦ Youβre a goddamn sap, you know that?β Sebastian scoffed, fingers sliding more directly over the pack, dying to pluck one out and light up. Licking his lips with a steadying breath; these conditions were dangerously prime for his temper to escape his control.Β βItβs not like Iβm gonna die overnight. Tone it down.β This was a guilt trip, no matter what he said. βIβve heard all this shit before, and itβs not gonna change anything. So, stop looking at me like that. Like the sad puppy dog routineβs gonna turn me around when itβs NOT.β
Feeling his resolve beginning to crack, the beginnings of frustration in his system, he submitted enough to deftly pluck a cigarette out just to, at least, appease himself with the sensation of it between his fingers.Β ββ¦ You care. Great. Fantastic. Appreciate it. You can discuss it with Sam and Abby about it, if you want, but youβre getting the same answer. Iβm NOTΒ quitting. I need this. More than you know. Leave it alone.β
Stubborn to a fault, always.
Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β In retrospect, perhaps their strange friendship starting the way it did that night on the pier was a blessing. Alex wouldnβt be able to say heβs surprised by the reaction he gets from Sebastian, because heβd already expected it, in a way. Itβs not so much a case of just knowing him better now, though. Heβs not stupid. He understands the frustrations that go into these things -- itβs the same for Pam and Shane, for his father way back in the day, for his mother becoming too reliant on medications... All different from each other, some more extreme, some outright violent, but all difficult in their own way. A vice is a vice is a vice.
Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Heβs not angry. Sebastian isnβt his father. Isnβt Shane or Pam. But for a moment, heβs sure he can recall having a similar argument with his mother back in the day, young as heβd been. He was less level headed, back then.
Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β βDoes my honesty scare you?βΒ Itβs a pretty blunt question and probably not the response the other man was expecting. He assumesΒ thatβs what it is, current context of the conversation aside. Maybe he is just frustrated and angry, but heβs not sure thatβs the case, at least not entirely. Heβs seen what anger looks like. The more upset he sees him act, the less heβs sure itβs straight anger heβs witnessing.Β Β βItβs not aΒ βsad puppy dogβ routine. Itβs just honesty. Itβs caring about friends and family, people you love. I would say the same to Sam. And frankly, I think he should wear a helmet on his skateboard, even if he looks like a doofus.βΒ Itβs a bit of a lighthearted quip. He always does that, because it suits him.Β Β βBut I donβt want to talk about it with other people behind your back. I want to tell youΒ that I care, not them.β
Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Maybe he canβt understand everything about him beyond his assumptions, but one thing he knows for sure is what it looks like to crack under the pull of an addiction. So when he plucks a cigarette to hold, Alex doesnβt hesitate to walk forward. However, rather than reach for the object itself, knowing itβd just make things more heated, he wraps his arms around Sebastianβs waist and rests his chin on his shoulder from behind. Unlike his grip on him at the dock, this time itβs loose.
Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β βDonβt smoke around the times weβre together. Iβll carry candy for you.β
Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Itβs a quiet request, half mumbled. Itβs not like they spend every day together or they donβt have their own schedules most of the week. He doesnβt find it particularly invasive and -- in all honesty -- heβs just asking for something Sebastian had been doing anyways. But, judging by the lopsided smile he has when he shifts to look at him from the corner of his eye, heβs preciselyΒ aware of just that. One would probably think, whatβs the point, then?Β And yet... His smile only holds for a moment before his expression turns sincere.
Β Β Β Β Β Β Β Β βPlease.β