Hello, I'm not great with introductions or putting myself out there.
a place to start would be my name (this is the internet) until we formally have a chat, we're playing by Doctor Who rules (technically one person knows his name?) I'll go by Aries, I'm almost 23 years old (less than a month away now 🥴 chat, I'm not ready)
I don't have the time for hobbies but I know a little bit of playing guitar, I have a full time job and want to also get into fitness. I like Nightwing (July 15th needs to just get here 🤤) and think he's gorgeous if someone likes him and wants to inform me lore 🙏. I like DC comics in general (Sorry Marvel fans, I'll admit they cooked with Miles Morales Spiderman though). I like Doctor Who (currently questioning bisexuality? Matt Smith, Hello??), I'm non-binary so my pronouns are they/them, or I might be genderfluid (life is a journey and sometimes there's more masculine or feminine energy for me.) I love the Fallout games (still can't sit through New Vegas though, it's incredible storywise but graphically on all my screens it gives me migraines)
because the entire world won't connect with me and that's okay (positive at the bottom)
my self criticism:
- I'm self aware
- I'm not the best at communication and I will sometimes ghost people (it's not intentional, the self aware part leads into personal.)
- I might come off as an avoident person? everyone has preconceived views of people good or bad, it's all self reflection at the end of the day.
- I will probably come off as desperate for a relationship, (that's coming from a place of someone who was loved once correctly by the wrong person, loved the wrong person correctly, and currently pushing someone away I want to pull in) so if you're deciding "well this person is lonely, I'm lonely." we're human beings, not meant to heal each other but self reflect. that is the universal experience. so I will not entertain conversations about relationships.
my good qualities:
- if you share an interest, I'd love to know more about it (my guilty pleasure in this life is knowledge.)
- if you need someone to vent to (I'm not good with tears) but we could reflect on it from another perspective together, understand though I'm not an unpaid therapist (I'm an asshole with a keyboard)
- I find my personal history boring, while intricate in framing who I have become (people in my real life think I'm a narcissist because I talk about myself a lot, ironically a professional doesn't agree so I'm trying to prove them wrong and my therapist right.)
- you don't have to keep me posted! (I explained I ghost, no one is under any obligation to respond if I do if I pop in with a "hey, been awhile! how are you?" I understand it's draining having to reach out all the time if you actually chill with someone.)
- I'm learning change - I'm trying not to stay who I was or perceived to be. I'm getting into spiritually, disconnect from the phone for a book, podcasts instead of just noise and I want the opportunity to try to understand/see someone other than myself.
