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"Illumi! I said I'm sorry, please." I begged for him to stop. "I did said I will break your bones to prevent you from escaping." Illumi firmly stated. His calm demeanor makes you question, how can he be this calm?

I can feel my heart threatening to jump out with how much it's racing and my lungs tightening. Fear grips my throat and my mind, I hate this man. His black and dull eyes eyeining me, observing me. I can feel him analyzing me to the last bit of my soul.

"You tried to leave me, it's your fault. You knew the consequences. This is the rules, you disobeyed them." Illumi said, his voice with a sharp edge to it.

Illumi took steps closer to me, fear gripped me instantly. "Stay away! I don't want you. Please stop, I'm sorry. Please, please!" I plead with the hope he'd give the punishment up.

He is keen on it. Illumi grabs my hand hard and started to bend my finger, one by one. I screamed, scared to death. My other left hand was free so I use it to fight back.

Illumi held me down to prevent from fighting back, the cold marble floor cooling my body. It doesn't erase the heat starting to spread across my body. A crack sound is heard, I burst into tears. The painful sensation making me scream in horror, I'm petrified.

He ignores me and continues his torture on my fingers. He bends the other two, I kept screaming. I can't feel my fingers, nor can I even see. It's too blurry.

"I'm not done yet." He coldly said. "Have you have no heart?" I shouted at him. Illumi stares down on me while his figure towers over me, "I do, dear. Yet it is you whom to choose to escape from me. I have cherish you, love you, and gave you a home. You need to be taught a lesson." He said.

I ignore him and attempt to crawl away from him. Illumi stands behind me, silent and difficult to read. With his two hands, he roughly drags me back by my ankles. "Thankfully, I can take little precautions only. I can choose to insert a needle in your head and make you obedient to me, would you prefer that?" He asked.

"No, don't." I pleaded for him to not do it. I changed my mind, breaking my bones is infinitely better than rendering myself obedient and strip of my own consciousness. I am a human being. I am my own identity.

Without hesitation, Illumi bends my ankle to a unnatural angle of the feet. A sensation of heat and pain arises again, coming from below my body. I continue sobbing, my tears never running out.

"Illumi, I'm sorry. I love you. I was merely exploring, stop this. I beg of you." I continued crying pathetically in front of him. Is this how the people he assasinated feels? If so, just kill me.

"If you were truly exploring, you must ask me for permission. I need to know where is your whereabout, I am your husband." He said. Illumi said as if it were facts, those beliefs have been deeply indoctrinated in his brains.

Illumi continues his assault on my other ankle, my right ankle is still aching from being bent. I can't move my three fingers, and my ankles. I can't walk at all!

The gaze of longing lingers over the corpse of his lover. Alucard can feel his heart beating by how agonizing the death has caused. His long and slender fingertips stroking the face of whom he cherishes, all Alucard can sense is coldness. The eyes of the corpse are closed.

Human withers as a flower, they are both a cycle of life and death. The aging molding them until death beholds them, elastic skin becomes dull. Youth fades away. Mortals chasing time because they are aware their life is short.

He could not bear any longer to see the corpse, it was disintegrating slowly. The face Alucard loves is fading away. His lover contorting expression reminds him of humanity, how human they are now is the opposite. The corpse is as cold as him but they're not living.

The castle remains silent, no noise of footsteps and lifeness. Period of seasons became a long period of fallow for Alucard, nothing matters to him when the most matters to him have been taken away.

Alucard can only hope his lover can find him in their next life, like how his mother, Lisa Tepes did to his father. He became disinterested in life and humans.

The nature of humans is innately evil, their selfish desires willingly to hurt other people for it. Alucard is repulsed by humans and at the same time, he's amazed by how good of a companion they can be. He can recall his past friends whom grew old and pass away, it is the same for his lover.

All the paintings he hanged on the wall, Alucard often gazes at it. He can recall the bittersweet memories, going through time together. Nobody is willing to do that with him anymore.

Tsukiyama Shuu constantly uses his appearance to charm people and win them over, especially you.

He became interested in you, his perception of you is a pet. Tsukiyama wants to mold you and change you. He desires you.

Tsukiyama can spot you from a single glance at a crowd. It's easy as your appearance is obvious amongst the dull people, you have a lively fashion.

Tsukiyama is a model! So he's beautiful looking. His long purple lashes and clear skin, you couldn't stop admiring him.

At first he saw you as a plaything, he got slowly attached as to how fun you're to play with.

Tsukiyama would constantly compliment you at first then slowly nitpick you about what he dislikes about you.

He is manipulative. Tsukiyama is the type to be socially aggressive, as in presenting himself as a charismatic and dramatic man. He is expressful and well-versed in languages.

Willingly to use any emotional manipulation to get what he wants. He wants to control you and have power over you so he resorts to such tactics.

Tsukiyama likes to gaslight, guilt tripping, and love bombing you. He's also willing to put you in a difficult spot where if you make the decision for yourself rightfully, they will think you're a bad person. Tsukiyama will try to control peoples perception of you.

His love language is gifts and physical touch. He loves to spend his money on you like buying you luxurious items, whatever you want is yours.

Tsukiyama also loves to take you for treatments such as facial treatments, massages, hair treatments, and improving your appearance. If he can groom himself well, why can't you? It's important to keep up a image.

Tsukiyama loves to nuzzle you a lot, especially your neck area. He takes in the scent of your blood, he will eat a few of your meat. Tsukiyama loves to chew on your thigh because it has a lot of fat.

Tsukiyama likes to control you by taking down your self esteem by making you listen to him. By making you listen to him is the way he can control how you think. He will slowly manipulate you into thinking he's superior.

Alucard loves to physically care of you. He isn't rough with you, his delicate hands touching you. At night, he loves to detangle your hair softly. He also talks to you through it. It can be you guys having light hearted comversations or deep conversations.

When you first got to know him, he had a stoic demeanor. Alucard is cautious around people whom he isn't close with and has a cynical lookout on human nature.

Alucard suffers from trust issues due to his past especially with his mother being killed, it took a long time for you guys to be close.

He tends to you very well, all your needs are fulfilled by him.

Whenever you're sick, he tends to you by taking care of you through it. Alucard makes sure to never leave your side. He will take care of you, bathe you, and feed you if it's too much for you.

Alucard never raises his voice at you, he never does. He thinks it's harsh to raise his voice at you and keeps his temper in check very well.

Whenever he is in a emotional turmoil state, Alucard goes to have his own alone time to avoid lashing out at you. He is scared of hurting you.

Alucard is soft spoken when it comes to you, he doesn't talk to you harshly.

Alucard is also protective, he gets angry when you risk your life. His fear of losing you puts him on edge, he'd rather die than lose you.

Whenever you're upset, he tends to gently reassure you by carressing your back. Alucard's love language to you is physical touch, acts of service, and affirmation.