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| Lou | 18 | INTJ | libra not that it matters all I will do is whenever you ask me to pick something I will blame astrology for making me indecisive not my fault it's in my genes | chaotic bisexual aroallo genderfluid disaster (the labels keep on being added! stop me but first fight me) | will go by whatever pronoun you call me because honestly my gender identity and expression may take either months to switch or seconds, there's no in between | the family's failure? depends on who you are considering as family babe | dorky and clown | license to be horny in every acc I own |

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I have too many hobbies and I am in too many fandoms, so this blog is probably a huge messy piece of hell.

I am logging off and I will probably not come back until November or so. My mental health’s been shit and it started manifesting in my physical health and in my productivity, which is worse than ever now. A lot is going on in my personal life and academic life so I will try to focus all my energy, if there is any left, on those. My academical life has not ever been this disorganized and I have never been lacking this much energy and concentration, everything is a mess. I am so sorry. Before I go I wanted to say a few things to some people... (and nuh nuh this is not a goodbye forever) @catontheside you have no idea how happy you made me in those few days that we spoke a lot; to me it was almost if I had known you over ages and we just happened to be apart and updating each other on the newest tea. I hope you really are doing fine and the reasons why I did not answer you is because I wanted to give you the attention and consideration you deserve, and not only scam through your messages and answer “poggers”. You mean a lot and your art is as wonderful as it is meaningful as well. 

@moonmadara my digital doppelganger!!! Hey Lou, you had me laughing a lot even though we spoke sort of sporadically. I love your sense of humor, really. Whoever makes me laugh matters a lot to me, you have no idea how difficult laughing is becoming. I really hope your cheerfulness is still on, you have no idea how that meant to me.

@iambilliejeanok I owe you a lot!!! I still have to talk a lot to you, I am such a mess. I still daydream about Madara and Obito, even more than Kakuzu and Hidan, you have no idea how that dynamic affected me for good lol. I hope you are doing okay!!

@cyancherub I cannot believe this year would be the first ever that I would take part in a kinktober event and it did not happen. I hope this is not too late to say I will have to take off. I really am sorry, you were so kind to me by giving me a chance and I just could not do it. I hope you are doing fine.