Female but what is it like to become Female…
When I was younger it was really tough to understand why my body is changing. I was the first One in class with boobs and the first one who became her period but I didn’t know how to deal with all that. My mom was always busy and I didn’t really wanted to talk to her about all that stuff because our bonding never really became that close so I had to deal with it by myself. I was often laughed at and never really felt great about my boobs and my body becoming more feminine my butt getting bigger my hips getting wider. So I was teached that having boobs and becoming feminine is awkward and I started to cover me up with wide black shirts. I didn’t felt safe in school or at home my aunts telling me that I have perfect hips to give birth and all that. But I was still a child I wasn’t ready for all of this!!! After I was getting psychically harmed I searched 4 love in boys, boys that only used me for my body and never treated me the right way over an over again. I never learned to take care of my body the way a female creature should do it. I was taking pills to not get pregnant because my boyfriends always told me so. Just because they want to have more fun and all of that. I was mentally abused in such a young age and if I would say anything against they’re wealth I was beat up just to shut and do was they wanted me to do. There’s more stuff I wanted to tell y’all but I don’t think I’m ready to share that much of my privacy. I just wanted to say be there for your kids!!! And mostly when they’re changing their body it’s really important for the future and for a healthy lifestyle. For me it’s too late to change anything I’m the way I am and I don’t think anyone could change my damage LOL but still I never give up 🫶🏻
