dearemmelineâ:
Emmeline sighs as he pulls away. Itâs what she wanted, and yet she canât help but feel a twinge of something settle beneath her ribsâguilt? regret? Emmeline isnât sure what the feeling is, but itâs an uncomfortable one. She might not be able to see his expression after he turns away, but she doesnât miss his own sigh, a thing so unlike the Fabian that sheâs come to know that it strikes her immediately as wrong. Thereâs a lot that Emmeline is yet to learn about him properly, but sheâs confident she knows enough to say heâs not usually the sort to let something minor drag him down. But as for what could have caused such a reaction, Emmeline is clueless.
Each new drink he seems to get through causes her frown to deepen, and sheâs still wearing the expression when Fabian turns to her again. His words hit her sharply, stinging like a well-placed hex. Of all the things she expected him to say, that hadnât been it. At least it answers some of her questions from earlier; clearly sheâs the problem, but why her dismissals would seem to bother him this much still eludes her. Itâs not as if sheâs ever really, openly returned his flirtations after all, even during their night together. âThat depends,â she answers, voice carefully blank. âIf I do, will you stop downing drinks like water and being so⌠so strange for the rest of the night?â
Fabian looked at his empty cup in his hand and shrugged. âCame to have a good time, Emmeline. Wouldnât hurt ya to try the same every now and again.â He set his cup down though, turning more fully to her. She really did look incredible and it pained him to force himself not to think about that. Clearly she wasnât thinking the same way he was, and while that was a hard pill to swallow, he did have to pull it together for the sake of dignity if nothing else. âSure, I suppose thatâs a fair enough deal. Though I tend to think strange is a baseline description of myself and Iâm not entirely sure how to stop being it.â He wiggled his eyebrows with a teasing tone in his voice as he offered her his hand. It was only when sheâd taken it that he moved, walking to the floor and allowing his hands to find her waist. They were comfortable there. Like they fit without being forced. âIâm honored that youâre out here with me, even if you seem a little less than thrilled to be at this gala in the first place.â












