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Hi, guys~ I’m back again after so long. Can’t remember when was the last time I logged into my account. Just wanna share some thoughts on what happened back in 2022. Well, I think it was a rollercoaster ride, there were both happy and unhappy moments. Things could’ve been better back then but too bad we can’t change the past and life still have to go on.

Tried to use a dating app after stopped using Tinder lol thanks to a close friend for recommending it. And when some countries slowly started to open their borders and allow tourists to visit, I managed to travel overseas again after a while. Thanks to this, I finally got to meet people whom I know online and plus more they’re foreigners (since the last time I met were mostly just local people in my home country). It was an interesting experience and of course felt shy at first since I’m quite different between online and offline lol. But none of those friendships progressed further into relationships HAHAHA. Had a good feeling towards one of them but he went MIA in which idk why we suddenly stopped talking (can only know how’s his life via IG story now). There were also only stopped till talking stage since I felt they’re too young for me or I wasn’t interested in them, a bit of drama also happened during the process lol. So, heading on, after leaving my previous workplace, tried to look for jobs in my hometown but it was quite difficult since there were not a lot of vacancies to apply to. In the end, I decided to apply for a remote internship from home and at the same time tried to WFH for few weeks but then I felt WFH didn’t suit me well and I changed my mind to work on-site in other city instead. Finally, my parents allowed me to fly to another city and met new people in my new workplace too. Actually, I stopped using the dating app since I became tired talking to new people all over again, but I was bored in the new city so started using it again and got to know new people from the app. Well, met someone who was interested in me, and I could tell that he was serious. So been talking to him for almost 5 months but too bad in the end it didn’t work out at all. Had too many expectations as I thought we gonna be in a relationship in the new year lol. But ofc I didn't talk to just one guy HAHAHA, met another person in the same app and I honestly didn’t expect that we’d still be talking to each other till now. Even though I can tell that he’s not interested in me lol and we’re just like good friends, I guess. Unless if he changed his mind after meeting me in person (soon hahaha). So yeah, there were heartbreaks, disappointments when it comes to this aspect (I’d say was in situationships for several times last year lol) and mostly only stopped till talking stage, but I guess I didn’t regret knowing those people and was a new experience to me as well. Not sure if this year gonna be my year to finally getting a boyfie? or just stay the same as previous years hahaha we’ll see