Luxer

a lazy sunday morning at gryffindor boy's dorm :)) james is at quidditch practice bc he just loves sports that much (can't relate)

If only I could hear and see the warning signs that showed me sooner who they were

She couldn't see behind

She always seemed so blind

How dare that man said I

Locked up in chains and hid away

The once joyus girl slaved away

More like her high above

Angel wings sprouting soon

The girl gave in darkness consumes

Those angel wings faded soon

He stripped her of her pride

As she faded away without a sight

Everyone she loved no longer cared

As the girl with the brown hair left us all

Shining brightly high above feeling guilty the scars erupt 

The girl walked down the stairs so low

To the pits of hell she found hello

They said hi back oh pride and joy

She met the man again once more

He took away what progress she had 

She cried and pleaded no 

He just didn't care 

Down the stairs he fell below

Please with her work she flew above

Wings once back but slightly broken

She rose above the one who broke her

Conquering the ones below her

She was feared by many as she rose

Yet here i stand in the same position as the last

Waiting for my turn to be hurt

To get kicked to the side

To be in pain

To feel what she used to feel

Step step step

He sat there all alone

Silence ringed through the air 

He walked the sidewalk day and night

Step Step Step

No one ever seemed to care

As they returned somewhere he could

Home

So he walked the sidewalk 

Hoping maybe one day someone would help him

Get off the same sidewalk

Years go on and he walks the same sidewalk

No one ever seems to notice or care

He falls down and someone calls for help

He passes away and no one cares once more 

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In which our stars falter and you leave me alone

But what if I don't wanna be alone anymore

What if what I need is you by my side?

Why would you leave me alone when I needed you most?

Because that's love?

That's how you show you care?

That's not love or caring

That's how people get hurt

I doubt there will be a next time

But thank you for now as I watch myself bleed black and blue

Losing myself to insanity

Everyone would be rich with knowledge and advance there minds

Instead of leaving around broken bits of what used to be a person's love

He doesn’t care

She speeds up

He doesn’t care

She screams out for help

They didn’t hear, and he doesn’t care

He silences her she is no longer free 

He walks up 

She’s uninterested

He offers her a drink

She’s uninterested

He slips something into her drink

She didn’t notice

They didn’t see and he doesn’t care

She again is no longer free 

He pushes himself on her 

She says no he doesn’t care

She forces herself on him

He says no she doesn’t care

They force themselves on each other one says no the other doesn’t care

There’s always a victim 

He, She, Them 

Still a victim

“Dont dress that way it makes you look fat”

“Dont dress that way it makes you look like a slut”

“She was asking for it”

“He was asking for it”

“They were asking for it”

But if they’re screaming, crying out for help

Didn’t we refuse to listen 

Weren’t we the ones making them victims in the first place 

We see it all the time

News, Bars, Playgrounds

We see but we refuse to believe 

We hear but we refuse to believe 

We know it’s happening but refuse to believe

We sympathize with them, but we could have prevented it 

So if we would have done something

Would he, she, them

What if I was called light because my name means light

what is you were called what your name meant

Wouldn't that be quiet alright

But what if letting go is the hardest part

What if I want to hold on for longer

You know I'm not the only one

As i sit there with an invisible thread linking us together

Yet you cut me off first

And now I sit there thread free

And yet I feel so hurt and free

Maybe that's what I needed

To be let out of my cage

Or maybe you just wanted me gone

I guess I'll never know

As to why you let me go

But that's ok