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Highlights from the July 9th TOPSX Fan Meeting in Yokohama Japan❤️

Billy scared that one day he'll wake up and Stu will be gone. Billy getting nervous whenever Stu does something stupid because he's scared of him somehow dying, and that he'll have to move on alone. But he'd rather Stu die than move on from him because at least if Stus dead, he wont have to worry about Stu forgetting about him.

Billy who feels barbed wire in his throat and tears prickling his eyes, and his face get red whenever Stu lays him down on his bed and starts giving his whole body "goodnight kisses", and patiently but nervously waiting for Stus lips to travel higher and higher until he reaches his mouth while watching Stus form move from under the blanket as he kisses his thighs. Because he wasn't prepared for the reality that Stu doesn't want to leave.

Stu who sits dissociating after a breakdown in the school bathroom or locker room where Billy found him, who took off his jacket and placed it under his head, so his hair didn't get dirty against the tile wall. Who then gently held his face and let Stu look at him and calm down, before asking if he wanted to go to the water fountain. And Stu just crying because he doesn't know how much longer he has to look at Billys face.

Skeet Ulrich as Billy Loomis

Billy thinks it's stupid and that he'll hate it until he looks in the mirror and fully pauses as he takes in his appearance

In that moment he feels beautiful

He feels pretty

He enjoys looking beautiful more then he would like to admit