A STUDY OF ... misplaced obedience. false prophets. sacrificial lamb. so called "true homo superior." a true killer. running from the past. a legacy of pain. a parallel earth. the half-broken doll.
NATSU TSUKISHIMA from MARVEL COMICS.
concealed on by nami.
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also !!! it doesn't seem like we're going to get more on natsu's backstory. it's plausible, they kinda glossed over her going back to the cult then leaving. SOOOO!!!! that means i get free real estate until they may or may not reveal more. i'll go over it in more depth soon but i do think. given the confirmation of there being an actual scott summers in ultimate wolverine, that natsu is a sort of cable equivalent. her creation likely a result of early my-x soldier experiments.
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i do absolutely still think that natsu is some kind of clone / test tube baby, btw. i think even if it isn't outward confirmed by the end of ult x-men, i'll still go with it ... but we'll have to see.
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that being said, i am moving more and more towards natsu being a cable parallel, rather than a scott one. something about her imagery, characterization, and relations on a whole just remind me more of cable. even her personality feels a lot more like a younger cable(or even honestly strife) than scott and given a lot of the stuff going on between ultimate x-men and ultimate wolverine, something like cable just makes more sense to me.
Okay, progress. They were talking. Once people started talking, they had a harder time stopping. Logan nods, relaxing his shoulders. He can't deny it, he's curious. This place is strange. It smells- Like his world, but off. He canβt quite put his finger on how. Guess he had a mystery on his hands.Β
Lucky him.Β
Kirisaki Cityβ¦ Heβd never heard of that. He wasnβt going to pretend heβd been everywhere on the planet, but heβd worn his boots pretty thin, and this place wasnβt familiar. And what in blazes was the βTemple of the Revealed Xβ?!Β
βWell, if Iβm not supposed to be here - Think you can show me the way out?β
this was a mess. as curious as natsu was about this guy--and boy did she have a lot of questions already--she also knew that it really wasn't a good idea to either talk too much here or get this guy caught. not that she assumed he would get hurt...or anything, maybe. but there were enough literal skeletons in the closet here that she didn't want to be responsible for getting out.
--they were fixing her, and other people. it was bad, sure, but it was still fixing. she was sure that a lot of the other kids had reasons for not spewing too much that wasn't "we're superior." she sure wasn't. plus unfortunately for a lot of people--including herself--this was the only home they had. maester at least cared about them, even if he was a little weird.
" ...sure, it's um. "
tsukishima grimaced a little when she looked around then started to walk past him in a direction--the direction of her house. her mom wasn't home, so...or if she was she would be sleeping.
one of the things that gets me about issue 8 specifically is that the panel where she's alone, she is not in her bedroom. we see her bedroom later. perhaps it was just before her room was designed but with how it's framed--her not being there for maester's speech--it feels intentional that she's isolated and this likely isn't the first time she has been removed from the rests of the children of the atom.
every time her optic blasts go off--especially when she's in public--natsu is put into a sort of solitary.
" everything is going to get worse from here . " from dice /fivecrimes
...she was used to doctors by now. she was used to things getting worse. her life was things getting worse. every time she thought things were alright, every time she thought that things were going her way...everything would fall apart. natsu would find out someone died--maybe she would be the one to kill someone--her mutation would start to fall apart...she would lose another friend.
" ...what do you mean? aren't you supposed to be here to help. "
that's what the doctors did. that's what maester did. she could care less about being superior or being special. she wasn't superior, she was dangerous and a murderer. at least the doctors could put some worth into her. maybe fix her. maybe make her less of a failure.
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it wouldn't be too harmful to tell natsu a little bit about her powers. after all, natsu had that positive glint in her eyes that daiten wanted to make linger / if she could help natsu just by talking, then . . .
she feels her shoulders loosen, becoming slightly less tense. " it's complicated, " how does she always struggle to explain ? a grimace, as she lifts a hand with her palm facing upwards. the skin greys, then breaks, the injury spreading all the way down to the start of her wrist.
blood as it should be doesn't spill; instead a red mist rises from the injury, kept close to daiten as they walk and wrapping around her hand.
" it's everything, kind of. my blood and all my other cells; all of them destroy --- and it can't be shut off, only controlled. "
" mhm. "
complicated never stopped her from understanding something. she knew how kageyama's powers worked and those were pretty complicated. same with a few of the other children...daiten's was definitely interesting, watching the mist rise from the injury of her wrist. it reminded her a little of the amano. she wondered if they might be able to help each other with their powers.
" i like your powers. i think they're interesting. but i feel the... "
they pause, looking down. not being able to turn it off. natsu could feel the optic blasts of their retinas, always tempting to be sent. always tempting to hurt someone--and to not be able to stop.
" ...i have trouble with my powers, too. yours are definitely cooler than mine. but if you just stayed around here i mean. "
she shuffled a bit.
" we could help you here, you know...? they're helping me with my powers. they could help you. "