*goes to maine* omg its so big thief here …

yo there is NO way i am YEARNING on my solo trip rn u have got to be FKING kidding me

ive been forcing change in myself, it sucks

man i’ve made friends with yet another cool ass beautiful angel

i am not in turmoil anymore. the conflict within me is no longer serious. if you try to reconcile my words and my behavior, you’ll find that they are not as contradictory as you might believe. i’m aware of what each person i know means to me; i’ve always been clear about what i want. i still have the power and freedom to choose whom i devote myself and my soul to, and hopefully i always will. i know i’m complicated, but i’m also lucid. i feel things deeply but my desire is like a pure crystal. this is the rarest, most beautiful part of me, that sparkles brightly in the crowd.