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it's pride month and I'm crying my eyes out over the gentleman jack ballet tour over in the UK they put women like me in a ballet. they put sapphics in a romantic ballet. if I could only tell 16 year old me who stayed up late at night searching up "two girls pas de deux" on youtube who always yearned for girls to dance on stage that way

what nobody tells you about grieving is that you eventually hit a point where you've forgotten more than you remember and you can't reverse that

another day another display of misogyny in fandom spaces what can u do

portdra hug my single reason to keep surviving

it is so important to me that in my personal storylines rusty is always in a life or death situation with the races. he wins, and he gets to be refurbished and gets a new lease on life; he loses, and he knows it's only a matter of time before he succumbs to the rust. cuz without a refurb, without a win, he knows he's not making it to next year's races. he's a ticking timebomb, and he's relying on the prize money to stop the countdown.

hey someone choose whether I should draw portdra or rustedcoal next

idt I'm one of those people capable of getting better but I can't kms so like ??? am I spending the next 60 years in limbo orrrrr is there like a solution here

this week has had a lot of ups and downs like on one hand I got a concussion but on the other hand I found out my stage-worn munkustrap collar was worn by THE JACK RIBALDI in the west end production of cats and I'm still not over it