Okie okie okie first post, kinda Intro kinda disclaimer Idk?
So I’m 22 years old. I suffered from a restrictive eating disorder back in middle school (undiagnosed and mostly unshared). I only stopped because some friends found out (I was awful at hiding it all from my friends) and threatened to tell my parents.
Over the years I’ve struggled with my weight, had minor relapses but they never really lasted…
But the last few weeks I’ve been completely sucked back in. I won’t talk about my gw, how much I’ve lost. But I’ve lost quite a bit in the last week or so and I… don’t really want to stop. I know it’s dumb and I’m hurting myself but I find it hard to really care. However, there’s been so much I’ve wanted to share some vents, jokes, and progress. So… here’s the blog!
I am not pro ana. I will not be posting thinspo, tips and tricks, meanspo, sweetspo, etc (although I won’t lie, I will be looking at them myself). So if you want that, I’m sorry, but you won’t find that here. I don’t want anyone else to feel like this. I don’t want to encourage anyone else to put themselves through this.
As mentioned in my bio, I’ll be posting vents mostly, maybe some progress, jokes, etc. And support lines and such for sure! Maybe some low cal recipes, because I know those help me eat at least a bit, so maybe they can help you too 💖
So there’s my little intro. Nearly 10 years and I’m back again on the same old tags as before.
