ew

>be me, 25 overweight but losing on a looksmaxxing journey for ~6 months. Probably went from 5-7, maybe a 7.5 with the right makeup

>have a crush on the most amazing person, wow

>not see him for 4 months due to schedule conflicts

>see him 4 days in a row!!!!!!!

>tell him I've been seeing a lot of you lately, in person but basically with a winky emoji tone

>he says yes its nice

>leans in

>whispers so only I can hear "i miss you"

>chills run down my spine while I attempt to spit words into the atmosphere surrounding us

>shakes it off(literally) and goes into work stuff

And it's lead to me losing like 5 lbs in 2 weeks and feeling awful. I couldn't finish my run for the first time this year and have been generally exhausted and have been on the verge of binging for the whole time.

To combat this, I'm having a free weekend. No exercise, eating whatever I want and then coming back stronger next week. I will be thoroughly planning to ensure that I eat a minimum of 1500 per day and I will also be cutting back my work schedule a little bit.

Anyway rant aside, I plan to track much stricter than usual. When my ankle is healed I'm only doing long runs.

Also NSV the massive salads(1k cal+) that I've been eating multiple times per week as my dinner since starting is now about twice as large as what I can physically finish. So I've been making them smaller/only eating half and saving the rest for the next day. This is HUGE bc it really shows that my stomach is shrinking and that I care way less about food. I never used to save half for later even if I was full.

Doing this I burned ~100 calories in 15 minutes!!