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hello, and welcome to my main blog! it is mostly for medieval fantasy media, fanart/reblogs, and my own personal thoughts. :)
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I wanted to come and say as someone in the medical field: I’m so sorry you’re dealing with this, it fuckin sucks. I’m sorry anyone in my profession made you feel like it’s nothing, unfortunately medicine is still very much ‘stop what kills you’ rather than ‘let’s make you feel better.’ I know a lot of ppl who dealt with similar things, I can’t give advice but things did improve, eventually. anxiety is a chemical imbalance that makes all other problems worse, ESPECIALLY heart stuff, not a ‘lol youre totally fine’ gotcha… but docs do a bad job of making that clear (and the stigma is real). what you’re feeling is real and it sucks and I hope it gets better. I absolutely adore your art and fic. take care 🖤
as one of my visits ended up with the doc telling me i was imagining all my symptoms (nervous attacks with numbness/tingling and a sudden new lighthededness) this literally made my day 😭❤️
having ocd/anxiety fucking sucks, it's such a heavy load to carry that affects your whole body too. unfortunately the beta blockers haven't been of much help and i'm stuck in a loop of constant pvcs again (going to try and eliminate oils next, bc i feel as if i had this most recent flare-up appear because i ate pan-fried food for two days; already cut back a TON of caffeine and it helped for a while)
it's just a waiting game with most of these issues, although i hate it. i get stuck in constant loops of 'okay but what if it'll never get better and you'll be stuck like this forever' which is... definitely not helpful to the worrisome streak. :D anyway, fuck it we ball, thank you so much for your lovely message and for reaching out ❤️❤️❤️❤️
eughhhhh i didn't die, just had my health deteriorate real quick. after many hospital visits, 4 ekgs and hours of monitoring, bloodwork done twice, i fell into a sort of a mental drain that i just hardly got back up from. didn't sleep, got a wide variety of symptoms because of caffeine withdrawal and sleep deprivation. got assigned beta blockers and meds for sleeping that i didn't end up even trying due their highly addictive nature (since i have a certain tendency) now i'm bedridden with lumbago that decided this'd be the best time to show up again. :') at least i haven't scream-cried on my way to the bathroom this time around (but a cane/a walker would help me so bad right now. only i cannot see the doctor) life sure ain't easy
i have been really into my little sso au that i'm writing with my best friend now, so that's a fun thing. i'm also a single scene away from finishing the new chapter of little lightbringer (that's been taking far too long to complete, forgive me). art's been slow because i've been working to get some money (that comes and goes, as life works).
maybe ONE DAY this will end and i will have a week of no ailments to gnaw at me. maybe.
i love going around in my shirt that says 'cool dude' while simultaneously rotating enough nervous energy in me to run a town
little lightbringer is in the works btw. just cause i've not updated in a while doesn't mean SHII anyway... not many chapters left now
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hello little lightbringer community this is serana x nemiet baby mason. i hope you will accept him
sorry i disappeared off the face of earth. i've been battling arrhythmia & MAJOR anxiety and today i went for a 3-hour ekg, heart enzymes, and a new auscultation. got beta blockers, testing them out as we speak. trying to manage anxiety lol
i was literally told there is NOTHING wrong with my heart yet it feels that way lol
we've been discussing with my best friend and came to the conclusion that they have the most perfect straight male gaze with some downward movement, while my partner has the opposite, the straight female gaze. i am the god's most perfect bisexual and work on the entire field inbetween, and today i made a diagram with where different characters (and emma d'arcy) fall on it.
@onwardspasserine hit the all time low with Jay SSO and my partner with yours truly, while I mine are always somewhere within the -0.95 to + 0.95 confidence interval
making me laugh with this
anyone here at onwardspasserine nation struggle with pvcs/pacs?? they're not entirely sure where they're coming from on me specifically, since they haven't been able to track one in action, and don't seem to view it as necessary
my arrhythmias have been out of control this year. i had an auscultation and an ekg done by my doc and he was convinced they were harmless and due my ocd/gad. i've had some since childhood (in fact, my first real big check-up was because of them; but every result came back normal). however, they are RUINING MY LIFE NOW. i'm so frustrated. they tend to get worse when i'm relaxing/eating/emotionally either joyful or distressed, and i can literally feel it when my anxiety spikes, i know i can expect some in a couple of mins
usually mine are "light" load, from 2-8 per minute (and my heart rate is normally 70-100 lol, also caused by stress), but on my worst days i've experienced bigeminy for an entire evening. they disappear (or i won't notice them) when i move, and normally there are long periods that are completely free from them, but this year's been my new rock bottom with three flare-ups, and it's not even midway through 2026 yet.
to top it with that i actually have severe health anxiety related to my clinical ocd these are NOT fun times to be living in :') i know they're probably harmless but i cannot stop worrying about them, checking my pulse, wondering if i should go to the doctor's again even if my therapist advised against it, the list goes on
extremely homophobic during pride month as well, if i may
happy pride month
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lovers to enemies but only one of them knows they're enemies
i urge everyone not to believe a single word jesse says
what is it that i've done now
i didn't, in fact, tag you or anything but if the shoe fits you're welcome to wear it.
you know other jesse's?????????
you're #47 on my list of jesses i tolerate
i thought maybe #67
i urge everyone not to believe a single word jesse says
what is it that i've done now
i didn't, in fact, tag you or anything but if the shoe fits you're welcome to wear it.
you know other jesse's?????????
i urge everyone not to believe a single word jesse says
what is it that i've done now
Ana Lucia get behind me I’ll protect you!!
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“You know, this was meant to be a simple operation. I arrive, those pack animals clear the debris, and I walk to the temple. Instead I’ve been beset by incompetence, treachery, and now this. The Absolute’s business remains unfinished.”
Taro swallowed the bile that forced its way up, their palm sweaty against the hilt. Then she took a risk, trying to pry some information—and to delay the inevitable task which seemed to be slipping through her fingers. Their gaze flickered down for but a second, resting upon Nere’s throat, forcing their tone to match his, conversing like they were two birds on a wire.
“Guess whoever sent you won’t be too happy.”
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
New chapter of Druidsworn is up at last! Featuring the drow manfailure Nere. I hope there is still someone who reads this wretched little fic. We're progressing. I hope.
purple chronically ill wizard i have some thoughts about you
