according to my mom my dad Has noticed me avoiding him #whatdatmean

caught myself thinking "i don't have ocd" as if i didn't just have an insanely specific only ocd insanity brand scenario daydream paranoia Ever. okay man i'm sure you don't have ocd tell me more about how your worst fear is being wrongly misinterpreted if you dare lift your hands up when walking the dog. no really tell me how you don't worry that by setting down a warm plug on the foodmat you will cause a fire (not possible). tell me all about it

im twice the man my dad is

i feel like im regretting wanting to highlight my hair because i know how much my family doesn't like it and im worried even if i explain how i want my hair my family friend hairdresser won't understand and i just feel so stupid for wanting something

my dad complaining about me in earshot #ok

i really wanna cry it's cool

straight up killing it? and by "it" i mean myself

i should've been dead by now

i should give up on college or doing anything good in my life

killing myself challenge remix

i wanna relapse but ouuu girl it's getting warmer

getting told im useless by my mom, who is meant to parent and teach me things,

second staff member to die this month. ocd is getting stronger