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“A cup of coffee and good music”

I will remove anyone from my life to protect the peace that I've worked so hard for. Nobody took me out of the dark. I did it on my own.

“growth isn’t always constant. relapses happen. it doesn’t erase all your success.”

“Drop the false pretense darling, you don’t have to pretend to God that you’re okay, that you’re doing fine He’s a compassionate God who meets you where you are and that place could be the deepest, darkest valley you have ever known or the happiest mountain you’ve ever been on”

“Someday you’re gonna look back on this moment of your life as such a sweet time of grieving. You’ll see that you were in mourning and your heart was broken, but your life was changing.”

“I don’t think people understand how stressful it is to explain what’s going on in your head when you don’t even understand it yourself.”

“Elijah was suicidal. Job wished he was never born. David was depressed. Moses was anxious. Hannah was barren. Paul was alone in prison. But GOD set them free. GOD will silence your storm when you worship him in the middle it. Fix your eyes on JESUS, HE will make a way.”

Don’t slip back into the darkness. How ever tempting it may seem, remember that you don’t belong there. There are much greater places in store for you.

It’s alright to be under construction. To be figuring things out. To be searching for yourself. Often, this is what growth is. It can seem messy, confusing, and wild, but please take a moment to breathe and trust. Really, just trust this madness. It may feel uncomfortable, this feeling of growth. This uncertainty of who you truly are. But know that you will get there, when the time is right.