Sigh. I cannot believe this.

Dust:

• He's really a sweet boy, a vanilla in his core. But his rather unstable mind makes him lose that sweetness from time to time, in which case anything can happen.

• Oh, he lost control again last night, did he? Your attempts to convince him that you're fine aren't working, as he's already decided that it's best to prevent that from happening again by avoiding you for the next two weeks minimum. He literally only bit you a little. That's it. He's being dramatic for no reason.

• Would never want to purposefully hurt you. Unless you asked him to, in which case he might consider it. Not before questioning your sanity though - you do know that's the opposite of what he's trying to do, right?

• Switch, can and does top, buuut… There's a secret submissive side to him that will be revealed only if he's super comfortable with you, or turned on enough to agree to anything.

• And if he does get into that mindset… He's such a masochist. Choking, scratching, biting, impact play… Anything goes. Pain gets him off harder than anything.

• His masochistic preferences are somewhat tied to his self-hatred / self-destructiveness. His mind tends to confuse his emotions with each other, occasionally resulting in some very questionable thoughts / behavior. This side of him is just about exorcising some of his demons via physical pain, which in turn brings him the most addicting kind of pleasure.

• (Secretly) loves to be soft-dommed too. Giving him gentle, loving touches and praising him for being a good boy will break him in all the best ways.

• Also enjoys orgasm denial / edging (receiving), maybe even a bit of overstimulation. It doesn't take much to make him beg.

• Will keep intense eye contact with you when he's topping, might grab your chin to make you face him if you try to hide (especially if you're close). He's observant, wanting to see each and every little reaction on your face, to know exactly what brings you pleasure and learn how to give you more of it.

• When he's the bottom though, his pretty eyelights will be rolled so far back into his skull that meeting them is not even an option ♥

• Does enjoy the softness of your body, but it's more a comfort-thing than anything sexual. Don't get him wrong though, he does find you insanely attractive and likes seeing and touching you, but that alone won't be enough. He needs that mutual vulnerability and trust, for you to be comfortable enough to quite literally put your life in his hands. It scares him, but he can't escape from how he needs that rush of power / powerlessness to satisfy him.

• Usually not very vocal, and will only communicate verbally if he deems it necessary. A good rule of thumb is that the more he talks, the more out of it he is. If he's quiet, you're dealing with a shy but in-control Dust. If he's babbling nonsense, you might wanna prepare for a rough ride with a side of trauma dumping. You're lucky to survive from that with only a few bruises. But still, you've never told him to stop...

• Fave position? You on top and in control. Good luck getting him to admit it though.

~

”eyes on me.”

"i want you. so bad."

"bite me. right there, please… ya won't hurt me…"

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