I quit tumblr lol

A) I follow 800 people on here. No way am I gonna vibe check all of them

B) my reputation is ruined on this hellsite and the person who did it has faced no consequences

C) tumblr was bad for my own health. I was addicted and i had Those Not Good Distressing Thoughts That I Should Talk To A Therapist About while I was on the site. See reason B.

D) posting art on here seems to get more attention than twitter.

E) I'd probably only check tumblr once a week and post only when I have a drawing.

F) not exactly a reason but god fuck the TES fandom on this site. thanks For the gaslighting on one part, the stalking on another probably, and the harassment campaign. i had everything and then it was all taken away from me. Fuck every single one of you.

Hi!

I’ve made a post on my TES blog, which is still getting followers, about this.  So, I know I said I was taking a break from tumblr, but I’ve decided to not return.  I had this blog since 2014-15, when I was 11. I experienced a lot of shit. Wild ride. I’m 16 now. Yeah, I’m leaving because of the callout post and this site doesn’t feel relevant to me anymore. This site kinda ruined my development. Curiosity/freedom/sneakiness from being monitored so much as a kid does that to you. I guess I sound like a boomer preaching about the dangers of the internet, but my neurodiversity that made me unable to make friends in person instead made me like this. Oh well. Anyway. A month ago I met this 13 year old girl who talked about how tumblr was her life with fandoms and stuff, and I genuinely felt bad and worried for her.  so. Yeah? It was kinda fun on this site for awhile but it got into a cycle where I was constantly trying to catch up on posts for all 815 blogs I follow, even scrolling through the night before so I wouldn’t miss anything. It felt like an addiction.  but here I go to do the exact thing on twitter. But it feels different. I don’t feel as attached to being in the know.  anyway, uh. Those of you following me who I’ve made really close friends with, find me on twitter. @theonetruegoon. I make a lot of funney posts and I’m more mentally stable I guess 

Also, some updates since I left this site:

I found out that my autoimmune disease means that I experience chronic pain. I still feel privileged to say that about myself fully, since the pain isn’t that dehabilitating, but yeah.  I’ve started watching JoJo’s Bizarre Adventure. It’s good so far, and it’s my first hyperfixation that isn’t TES related in a looooong time.  I’m writing an album. Ive called it Alex Against a Militia. It’s a fictional story about a person who tries to stand up to a militia. I don’t have any full songs written yet, but it’s a start I made some really good friends, too, both irl and online. And I think there’s hope for my shitty social skills.

Yeah it’s like 1am so I’m really emotional and impulsive so sorry lol

I thought I wrote a callout post for you for being a double and then I posted the lyrics to fingers in his ass