why am i like this

:( I havent felt good and like,, i wanna do something to make it better but ahhhh hhhh

I know I need to be alone but my brain keeps saying "rebound rebound" and it hurts hh

I miss my boyfriend, whoever I'm talking to now is not him one bit, I miss Ryan so much, I don't know who tf you are anymore hh

chest hurt body hurt miss love

TELL ME WHY I LEGIT SCREAMED WHEN I SAW THAT ONE OF THE EXPANSIONS I GOT INCLUDES RYAN'S HAIR STYLE??

hhhhhhh i made a deal with him i made a pinky promise that i would take care of myself this morning and i want to cry because keeping that promise is so incredibly hard right now

I had a thing with someone where I said I wouldn't hurt myself but I honestly really really really want to do it right now

The fact that I was telling myself this week that I wasn't feeling the things I was feeling kind of lowkey highkey sucks

I want him so badly right now i feel like crying, what the fuck is this hh

There's this girl, I complimented her non-makeup because at first I had to ask if she was wearing any and her voice changed and she blushed and 🥺