Lovely Look

They say that sometimes in order to succeed in life you need to take a chance, a leap of faith. But when do my chances pay off. I try to find a friend in all of you. To forgive you for your mistakes and hurtful actions and words. I ask you to do things first, always. I watch your stories and see you doing stuff without me, even though I asked you to do something. I go through my phone list and beg any of you to give me some of your time. I’m there to encourage you when you need it. I’d take a bullet for you. I suffer from insomnia and hives because of all the anxiety. But I’d do it all over again just to have a friend. To have someone CHOSE to love me. Why won’t you love me? Why won’t you just give me a chance?