I am so tired.
Why is it that we, as a culture, eat like hedonistic 5-year-olds?
I understand food videos on the internet are not to be taken as gospel, but if you watch Tasty and other online gif-style recipes, everything is sickening. Deep fried cheese, grilled cheese sandwiches that use butter AND mayonnaise, grilled cheese sandwiches with deep-fried macaroni and cheese as bread, cookie dough thatâs stuffed with Reeseâs and then layered with brownie batter. Recipe after recipe of disgustingly sweet, and fatty foods.
My S.O. showed me a video of a restaurant that serves hamburgers that you dip into a cheese sauce; like, the whole burger. Restaurants serve milkshakes piled with other treats, together adding up to over a dayâs worth of calories. A regular fast food restaurant doing deals so you can buy two sandwiches for the price of one, and theyâre both calorie-bombs.
At work, a co-worker brings in baked good every day (Brownies, lemon bars, spice cake, etc). My co-workers eat four and five pieces and complain about the calories and keep eating. Laughing about getting diabetes. This is treated as a totally normal thing.
We, as a culture, make jokes about over eating (âIt says âserves fourâ but we know that means 'serves one.â Amirite?â) We make jokes about eating entire pizzas by ourselves. (On that ticket, we also joke about drinking entire bottles of wine by ourselves.) We make jokes about counting calories (âI tried to lose weight counting calories. I lost count at 5,000.â) and treat counting a single calorie like itâs a full-blown eating disorder. We laugh about not exercising, (âWait, you said exercise? I heard "Extra fries!ââ)
Fat Activists complain they canât eat anything but salad in public without being judged. So many people have commented when I do it, that I DONâT eat salad in public in anymore. Going to restaurants with friends, co-workers, or acquaintances, I order anything but the salad, because it always turns into a chorus of "Oh, look at thetruebodyposi, being healthy, making us look bad, hahaha, pardon me while I eat real food. How do you survive on bunny food?â Every. fucking. time.
Iâm tired. Iâm tired of a culture that pushes sugar down my throat. Iâm tired of a culture that treats overeating as self-care. Iâm tired of a culture that punishes eating raw vegetables and watching your caloric intake like itâs a cardinal sin. Iâm tired of people looking at me weird and saying they donât exercise ever and laugh about it when I talk about getting more athletic. Iâm tired of a culture that promotes laziness and eating an entire dayâs worth of calories in one shitty fast food meal. Iâm tired of hearing about set points and starvation mode and how some peopleâs bodies treat calories differently and how some people literally cannot lose weight, and why do they insist on putting arms on chairs in public?! Â
Iâm tired of obesity. Iâm tired of a culture that promotes it. Iâm tired of the community that fights for me to accept it as normal.
I am just so fucking tired.













