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"I don't have any bad experiences with her. She told me that she was Helena's fairy godmother and she'd been looking for her for a while."

"Have you tried talking to her since she came to teach her before?"

"Only about Helena's progress." Regina admitted.

"Maybe you should try..." She suggested.

"I haven't seen her since the night I killed father. I have lost my fairy godmother."

"Blue let you down. Its her fault. Why does that mean you don't have a fairy godmother anymore?" Regina was furious that even afterwards it appeared no other fairy stepped in to help.

"Blue is my fairy godmother. I dont' think people get another especially not when they're adults."

"People are not the reigning queen of one of the most powerful kingdoms." Regina pointed out.

"I think the fairies don't like my.... darkness." She said quietly.

"A Queen can't survive without darkness." Regina said bluntly.

"I know. But the fairies job is to foster hope and light. It's not judgement of darkness... I'm just... no longer their job. Your daughter is."

"I loved her. And .... what happened to me broke her. I'm told she has locked herself away ... in a flower...." She said as if that sounded insane.

"You really dislike her?" She tilted her head.

"I dislike all fairies." Regina said with a shrug. "Ive never had a good experience with them. If Helena would feel this comfortable with her I wouldn't have given her access. Alas Helena likes her so I'm trying to be...nice.

"She is worried you risk yourself too much." She said gently.

"She knows you fight in your wars. She's worried she'll lose her mother."

She smiled. "I know. You are a good mother."

"You...really think so?" Regina seemed utterly surprised. Almost shocked.

"Yes. Without question." She said gently.

"Blue... I don't know if humans have a language for what happened to Blue. Fairies who were in her job too long can find it harder and harder to care about people. They see so much horror. She should have gone to her flower long ago."

"Do you still care?" Regina asked quietly.

She chuckled. "I'm not nearly Blue's age."

"So you won't take her from me?' Regina asked quietly. She rarely allowed herself to vulnerable like this but Helena was the reason she got up in her eyes morning.

She looked confused. "No. Of course not. I told you... you are a good mother. A complicated and frustrating woman but a good mother. You are capable of great darkness and great light. In a perfect world you would bring balance but I don't know if you really want to be in touch with the light side of you."

"I'll get you books." She wasn't offering to teach her. Books gave Regina more power in this than offering to teach her.

"I don't know if Blue would see her. Fairies don't take well to failing. She's trying to sort her head out." In a flower. For years.

"Fairies aren't humans. it's not that much time for us."

"I'm a witch dear. Time runs differently for me too. Its been a long time for her too hiding in thst damn flower."

"She failed. Failing your fairy godchild .... is a lot. You always love your fairy godchild. I was Rumple's fairy godmother. He was my first."

"Rumple is complicated. he was born to be a Savior. His mother became convinced all Saviors die so she made herself into a dark fairy and forceably cut his ties to his destiny.... that had unintended consequences. But yes. I failed because I didn't guide her correctly and underestimated her fears. It's why I respect yours."

"You are a very special magic user, Regina. Capable of using incredible light magic and incredible dark. Try not to let that mind of yours paint you into a box and think that's all you can be."

"Your choice." She shrugged.

just remembered shows used to have 20-25 eps per season

I was able to pay for another night. The rooms $94. Any amount of help would be incredibly appreciated.

television peaked with Once Upon a Time, like I can watch Anna from Frozen try to convince Snow White's Prince Charming to fight evil Warlord Little Bo Beep and he's like 'You don't know what you're talking about Anna from Frozen, my dad died when I was six because he was an alcoholic' and be like that's not even the most insane moment of this episode