Amy Vermillion

Hi !! I'm Amy Vermilion (you can also call me Sade That's just a internet name I adopted 7 Years ago), and I'm a Game Developer!!! I program in C#, C++, HTML, CSS, and have been for the last 6+ years of my life!

During that time, I've spent it starting and working on a ton of projects, my current one being BLUE_SKIES! (you can see some images of it below) other more recent projects include; Niko Desktop Pet, Bendy Studio Collection Launcher, The You I Am, and a fair share of off and on modding projects.

some of my non game development related interests include; Bendy and the Ink Machine, Ultrakill, OneShot, Destiny 2, Elden Ring, In Stars and Time, Doom, Deathloop, One Dreamer Jamie Paige, Nine Inch Nails, A Perfect Circle, Linkin Park, Stomach Book, The Living Tombstone, System of a Down, Green Day some other stuff I've done lately is take place in a lot of archival work, with my most recent project being Nine Inch Nails, with the archive account getting over 3,000+ followers on twitter and ammasing a total of 250gb! if you wanna look more indepth on the projects i've made, and things i've done- go check out my website, it's omotamiadev.nekoweb.org.

"sometimes I think about what this all means and you know I don't think any of that matters sometimes we don't need to understand anything, at all really I guess maybe just experiencing it is all we need to, i guess feel it? i think that's a good way of putting it maybe you'll forget these words in 20 years you most likely will but the point of all of this i guess is to make you really just feel something feel something important and i hope it does that i could try and tell you my own meaning out of all of this but what would that matter?"

elf

i know im like a trillion years late but i finally watched evangelion a few months back and eoe and just rewatched eoe today and im so suicidal but also hopeful this fucking show man this fucking hsow BROOOOOOO BROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

okay longer review time for End of Evangelion read it if you gaf

There's a lot of words I have to say about this film and Evangelion in general so sorry if I rant a bit. I genuinely think this is the greatest animated film ever and my second favorite film ever. Evangelion is infamous and is the defacto 'anime' that most people know about just generally and I can't say I don't understand why. It's a genuine masterpiece. One of the best to ever do it, and The End of Evangelion is the epitome of it all. A master of his craft perfecting the medium in a way never done before or even after it. It's been over analyzed to the point of even having it be apart of College Assignment's to Analyze the show & EoE so I won't go too much into my own thoughts on the story and all of it's meaning, but god if it isn't so beautifully depressing while at the same time so immensely and utterly hopeful. Just as it makes you feel feelings of utter despair and sadness, it makes you hopeful for whats to come and the future and resides in it. There's no other words that need to be said besides the fact this is in every way a masterpiece. A one of a kind film that just can never be replicated with the exact things that led up to it's creation. With constant backlash from fans for the original ending (which by the way, the original ending was fantastic and I'll die on that hill.) to the point of receiving hundreds of letters full of threats, forums exploding in outrage- in a bit of desperation Hideaki Anno creates this to appease them out of both bitterness and spite. It's clear through some crucial scenes how this bled into the film, and intentionally so at that. But despite all of it, he still made a masterpiece. There's not enough words I could ever say to fully describe how perfect the story is, the writing, the animation, the characters and their own writing in their own regards, everything that is told is said in such a beautiful way that it's mind boggling. It's a series that's had me lost for words for months at this point, and while like I said- I already previously enjoyed the initial show an incredible amount alongside it's initial ending, this just emphasizes it even further. It's beautiful. It's depressing, and full of just so much hope for what's to come. Hideaki Anno, you are a one of a kind visionary. And this will forever be immortalized as one of the greatest films ever, and a perfect end to a perfect series. Thank you for everything. <3