What did most people do upon the death of a loved one? They grieved when alone and continued on as though nothing was killing them inside. Not Lucifer, though. Lucifer was more the ‘do something reckless and dramatic and then return to normal’ type when something happened that provoked such emotion that hurt.
He’d failed to sleep since the whole incident involving Chuck and Adonai and ultimately, the death of Raphael. He’d sought out to kill his father but luckily, was talked down from that reckless act but it did not mean that he’d not find something else to do. The party boy he was, taking things and drinking plenty was his usual go-to; he’d done all of that and had ultimately been caught driving afterwards — granted, he’d not exactly been driving with due care and attention when caught — but now, as he paced the interview room of work, Lucifer was going mad with anger and grief.
He wanted so much to cry; to scream at his father for the actions he’d taken, but he couldn’t. Lucifer knew Adonai would not listen to another, especially him. And no amount of screaming would bring back his sibling, not now. Instead, he ran his fingers through his unkempt hair and took a look at his dishevelled state in the mirror before turning towards it fully, clenching his fist and striking it with his knuckles, causing it to crack from the impact of the strength he put behind it.
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