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just thinking a lot lately about that tiktok series of a guy asking strangers 'do you think this person is gay or straight' and its this whole chain of people being like oh im obviously straight everyone can tell and then getting called gay when their picture is shown to other strangers. overall pretty funny series exposing how fake and fragile it all is. but very notably the videos with all men are just calling each other gay but the ones with all women are completely unpromptedly calling the strangers in the photo trans.
the question of "do you think they're gay or straight" is being interpreted not as "can you guess this person's sexuality from their appearance" but "what kind of deviant do you think this person is" and trans men just do not occupy the societal headspace as a potential deviant to watch out for the way trans women do. fail to live up to the standard of cishet man and you're still a man you're just gay. fail to live up to the standard of cishet woman and you're not even a woman
This month people have been tearing Flock cameras off their poles.
This month people have been tearing Flock cameras off their poles. Perched above public streets, they are birdlike things, weatherproof, and they photograph every passing car and file it in a searchable national database. Somebody cut two of them in half at Washington Avenue and Westcott in Houston, spray-painted the wreckage, and left an American flag on one of them. Police were notified on the morning of the Fourth of July. Somebody severed a camera in Rutherfordton, North Carolina. The police department posted the photograph itself and collected more than twenty thousand comments. “Not all heroes wear capes.” “Give them a medal.” Here is what the cameras do when nobody cuts them down. Cops use them to hunt immigrants and to follow ICE targets across state lines and to find women who ended pregnancies in states where that is a crime and to watch exes and to watch women they want, without a warrant and without a judge. A cop types a reason in a box and the box does not check. A man in Burleson, Texas, told deputies his girlfriend had taken abortion pills. He showed them the photographs, the FedEx envelope, the instructions. Deputies opened a death investigation into a non-viable fetus, and the district attorney told them the state could not charge her, and they searched anyway: 83,345 cameras across 6,809 networks, a month of everywhere she had been. The reason they typed was had an abortion, search for female. The search reached Illinois and Washington, where what she did was legal. They found her in Dallas. She came into the sheriff’s office a week later, and they thought she had come to explain the fetus, and she had come to report that the man who called them had put a gun to her head. A sheriff in Jerome County, Idaho ran his wife’s plate more than seven hundred times in three months. He typed the same reason every time. Test. The attorney general found nothing to charge him with. He retired in April. The Institute for Justice counts at least twenty-two officers who used the system to track people they were romantically interested in, and calls that almost certainly an undercount. And the cameras keep falling.
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The Amnesty International report that JK Rowling is trying to censor through legal threats.
It can also be found on Google Drive here and on Bluesky here.
Please save and share this info where possible. This report has since been removed by Amnesty International due to legal threats of libel from JK Rowling. This information is no longer easily accessible.
anyway i looked up the post about seeing your grandma's boobs and tumblr has deleted the screenshot of the story where the finnish dude says that americans are "like that" because they haven't seen their grandma's tits
good job tumblr 👍
there it is!
my comments on that post were (sorry for shamelessly copy-pasting them):
american attitudes about nudity are fucking wild, and the worst part is that because they're american, they just assume that everyone everywhere thinks the same. i will never forget seeing people on a left-leaning, progressive site saying that families bathing together is creepy and gross and clearly a sign that something is wrong with the family, that they'd never seen their siblings or parents naked and would in fact rather die. meanwhile to this day i bathe and go to the sauna with my sister and mother and have been bathing and sauna'ing with various family members - and even strangers! - my whole life. but yes, can confirm, seeing your grandma's tits as a child does you good, and not just because it teaches you that "beauty is fake and temporary", but because it broadens your ideas about what beauty even is in the first place. my sister and i used to spend our summers at our grandma's house by the countryside and frequently bathed and went to sauna with her. we saw not just her breasts but also her flabby skin, her moles and liver spots, her body hair and varicose veins, and we didn't see any of that as weird or ugly because they were a part of our grandma who we loved very much. and when we see those things in other people - ourselves included! - we think "well it wasn't ugly on my grandma's body, so why would it be ugly on anyone else's body?". it makes you much more understanding and "forgiving", if you will, towards the completely normal bodies of strangers as well as your own body.
duckduckgo fuck yourself
trying to search for like the one thing that treats us like any other girl for once!! only to be met with a reminder that we are considered a porn category first. it makes me so very sad and upset.
(via @transfem-tomgirl)
imagining a world like this is the first step in making it real. i want to see a world like this become real in my lifetime because tgirls deserve to be girls when they are young.
Haha I love the transfem tag being infested by porn bots. Hahahaha
Oh and the Black tags too. Hahahahahahahahahahaha
Don't you love only existing to be sexualized by people who would rather die than treat you like a human being

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the dichotomy between the "immigrant" (someone from the global south who moves to the north) and the "expat" (someone from the global north who moves to the south) makes me feel fucking crazy. a white person who moves to asia is an expat but an asian who moves to the west is an immigrant. & how those terms are politicized and assigned class statuses, like the word "immigrant" tends to imply a blue collar worker (even if that isn't the case) while "expat" implies a white collar worker. the associations with "expat neighbourhoods" in asian countries is very very different from those of "immigrant neighbourhoods" in western nations. also how "immigrants" who dont assimilate are seen as "failing" and bad, lower class, a burden on society, etc. whereas "expats" not assimilating into local culture is expected and viewed as a sign of their higher status. the double standards are so insane
IM TALKING ABOUT ASIA???
i don't know how many times i can say to europeans in the notes "these words have political connotations associated with race, class, and national origin outside of the most literal linguistic definitions and i am specifically talking about how these are used in the (southeast) asian context but this also applies in varying ways around the world because racism and classism are global phenomenons" before they stop replying to this post with 'uhm actually as a german who moved to chile i consider myself an immigrant this must be an english-ism or americanism, it's linguistically incorrect' because i'm going to start getting mean for real soon
there are literally Thousands of southeast asians as well as central+south americans and africans in the notes being like "this is literally exactly what it's like" but sure, this is an english language us-centric problem, thank you white germanaustralianbrit for enlightening us all
I think that broadly much of the appeal of "non-human body parts" in fantasy is about displaying emotions.
Like, a lot of us who had traumatic childhoods had our emotional responses beaten out of us. Don't smile, don't raise your voice, don't cry, boys don't do that, don't bounce your knee, why are you doing that it makes you look weird, don't look away, stop doing that, don't make any noises, and stop moving your hands like that.
Gradually, you become a statue. Immaculate in your formlessness, the world unable to touch you. It's awful.
And, it's not like that goes away when you're out of the situation. Learning to emote again is work. Real work. And it's very hard to justify. On some level, hiding yourself so totally is a strength. It's not 'learning how to put on a mask', it's becoming one with the mask. It's useful, or at least you'll notice when it's useful. To emote again in the ways you lost means fighting through years of trauma.
But. You have to understand. Not emoting feels bad.
Have you ever felt really, really sad but been unable to cry? Denied of tears, you want to gouge your eyes out. The catharsis is gone. Your sadness feels less real for it. Inevitably, you seek other ways to reify your emotions.
It's like this for every emotion that was removed from you. All of them not just an absence but a void. A vacuum that demands more and more. Unstable equilibrium. You have to do something about it but the natural outlet is hidden behind the scariest thing in the world.
So, you fantasize. Wings, horns, tails, ears. You'd coil around her to express your desire. Your wings would flap out and show your pride or bend inward hiding you to show your embarrassment. Your horns would be sensitive the way none of your body could be. Your tail would wag or droop or lift. Here, we see a new language to express ourselves, one untainted by the past. Escapism.
And also it's gap moe when her ears react a ton while the rest of her is totally unresponsive, which is really cute.
AAA video game publisher voice: "Look. The goose layed a golden egg, and that's nice! Everyone loved that egg. But keeping the golden goose means paying for bird feed and I don't want to, so I killed the goose."
i just heard the phrase “if you wouldn’t trust their advice, don’t trust their criticism” for the first time and i don’t think i’ve ever needed to hear anything more

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science has always been political. what gets studied. what doesnt. who gets to do the studying. on and on and on.
scientists on this post: yuuuup 👍
people who aren't scientists: um actually ☝️
I left research science for a multitude of personal reasons but a big one was that my autistic arse just could not keep up with the politics. Trying to increase your profile and your work's appeal for grant money (both critically important factors for succeeding in science) by carefully tailoring your work focus, grant proposals and papers to attract the interest of various grant committees focused on what research is in fashion and also to try to maximise the number of references to your papers in other people's papers takes so much time and just isn't interesting.
People in the notes are all like "yes sometimes The Government or The Lobbyists remove funding from sciences that might reveal things that they do not want known" and yes yes covid and climate change and vaccine denialism and racism and all that, but it's not just the obvious stuff. When I was working in labs, metagenomics was the next big thing, so EVERYTHING was metagenomics. If you worked in environmental or medical microbio, there was an 80% chance that you were taking some mud or poop or something and doing metagenomics on it whether or not it was the best way to analyse what you wanted to analyse, and bam, that was a paper, possibly two, it kept the lights on. And if 100 labs run 100 experiments where they do metagenomics for random things to do with the human body, then at a 95% confidence interval, 5 of them will find a completely nonexistent correlation for any random thing you can think of if they happen to check their data for it, and they need to keep the lights on and the PhD student who's running the experiment needs a paper so even though that wasn't what they were looking for, bam -- everyone's seeing that men and women have different microbiomes in their large intestine! People with autism nave different microbiomes, people with MS have different microbiomes, kids who are vaccinated have different microbiomes so watch out! And there's not enough papers to do a review paper for six or seven years, and when that review paper is done only other scientists will read it, because Everyone Knows that vaccines alter your microbiome so stay away from them, and Everyone Knows that men and women are so so different because why else would their large intestines be so different? Look at this paper!
And the psych guys are doing MRIs because that's the Next Big Thing, and any bias culturally relevant enough will get positive papers for it because the 100 labs will check their 100 papers and the 95 that show no difference at 95% confidence are of course never published because there's nothing to say. And the medicine guys are running ten thousand seaweed extract experiments to kill cancer cells, and their confidence intervals do tend to be better, but there is no defense against an industry where the only way to survive is to publish and the only way to get funding is to look into something that the grant committee wants you to find something interesting about, and you'd better find that something interesting even if you kind of have to publish your study before repeating it to check for that confidence interval -- someone else will repeat it, or you will once the paper's out, but you've got to get the paper out. And that paper had better be useful for other scientists to reference, even if you have to change the tone and the implications and choose which results are worth referencing, because getting more references is how you keep your job and how you convince the next grant committee.
Big Bad Government Lies About Covid is a problem, but it's not the problem. A perfect government with a massive science budget does not solve the problem. The system of research is inherently political because it is inherently competitive and because it deals with numbers and statistics that are not intuitive to humans.
#fuck capitalism
Nono this problem also exists outside of capitalism. Any economic system has to distribute resources and any actually useful one has to care if its workers are actually producing something.
Publish or perish is a huge problem. It is rewarding "work", but not the useful work that we want to see. All attempts to make those 95 papers see the light of day have been... less than successful. And the rewards for replicating a paper (or at least as useful, showing that you can't) aren't as large as for producing a piece of slop that shows that there's a correlation between green jelly beans an acne.
In my field (cognitive behavioural psychology, and i guess psychology more generally too) this is known as the "file drawer problem", i.e. the vast majority of non-significant findings are left in some researcher's file drawer never to see the light of day because it's not as publishable as the ones that are significant. It's a key factor in what we call the Replication Crisis, where researchers completely failed to replicate several foundational studies on which like half the field was based. Once the first couple effects couldn't be replicated (social priming, ego depletion, power posing, the marshmallow test, etc.), it caused a massive domino effect that revealed widespread replicability issues across the entire field of psychology. Half the famous pop-psychology stuff that gets passed around is based on studies that can't be replicated (and trust me, people have tried really hard to replicate them, it really is egg on our faces for all the most famous bits of our field turning out to be fake). Effects we all thought were really solid turned out to have been statistical anomalies concealed by the file-drawer problem. Stuff that was published in places like Nature and Science. Prominent researchers were exposed for faking huge amounts of their data. Meta-analysis showed suspicious gaps in the distributions of published p-values, indicating people were lying about marginally-significant results (i.e. if the data gave a p-value between 0.05 and 0.06, people were "rounding down" to 0.05 so it technically met the significance threshold). Evidence emerged of researchers collecting massive amounts of data and arbitrarily including or excluding participants until their data showed significant results, or simply collecting more and more data until they had significant results (p-hacking). Papers got retracted, funding was pulled, people got fired. It was a total fucking mess that almost collapsed the entire field, and it happened because of a couple of factors:
a) you can't "prove" anything from non-significant results (i.e failing to find evidence of a link between purple jelly beans and acne is not the same thing as finding evidence *against* a link between purple jelly beans and acne) and so you can't really reach any definitive and interesting conclusions. If you find significant evidence of something you can make all kinds of interesting claims and discuss how it fits or conflicts with existing literature, and propose ideas to explore how and why it works like that, etc. If your findings are nonsignificant, the best you can do is be like "idk man, it's weird it didn't work though, right? Maybe our methods were flawed, or maybe our participants are weird, or maybe there just is no effect here - I sure as fuck couldn't say!" and keep it pushing (while hoping people continue to pay you to do this).
b) Academic journals gain their prestige/value from how often their articles are cited (with for-profit, pay walled journals this is also their main source of revenue bc people/institutions will pay them for access to the articles others have cited, etc.), and so they are motivated to publish things people will want to cite lots. People typically cite articles in order to reference a specific finding or theory it shows evidence for. Therefore, papers with non-significant findings are unlikely to be cited nearly as often as those with significant findings (on account of how they generally don't prove anything) and are thus less valuable for the journal to publish. This maintains the journal's reputation for being difficult to get published in and also for publishing only the most high-quality, "impactful" work (bc everyone is citing it, so it must be important!), ergo the prestige thing. Open-access journals and those dedicated to tackling the file drawer problem are available but are far less prestigious, owing to the lack of citations they get.
c) Academics are judged in hiring and grant application processes by how many papers they have published, how well-cited their work is (ditto above), *and* how prestigious the journals they've published in are. This is the "publish or perish" problem yarning mentioned. In my field applicants for academic positions etc. are often ranked by a combination of Journal Impact Factor (average number of citations received within a two-year window by articles published by the "best" journal you have also published in) and h-index (highest number, h, for which your top h most-cited papers have at least h citations. E.g. if you have 20 papers, and the top 7 are all cited at least 7 times but the next most-cited is only cited twice, you would have a h-index of 7). As you can maybe see, this makes resisting the file-drawer problem (and, to an extent, the other far more unethical methods I mentioned above) quite difficult on the part of individual academics, who need to prioritise publishing work that will get cited if they want to compete for jobs and grants. As an early-career researcher with relatively few published papers, pushing to get your non-significant results published is practically career suicide in a lot of fields especially if you're not working on something that gets a lot of funding opportunities to begin with. It can sometimes look worse to hiring/grant committees to have 6 papers with no citations than to have no papers at all bc the default assumption is often that this means your work is low-quality in some way (this perception has started to change, thankfully). It can be a bit easier for more established researchers for whom publishing low-impact papers doesn't really matter so much and who are probably not having to scrabble for funding etc. as much anyway, but they are also less motivated to push for publication in general.
There isn't a super easy solution to the problem tbh, and it is only compounded by the pressure Derin mentioned to twist whatever you actually want to study to include whatever the hot new analysis/theory/whatever is favoured by your friendly neighbourhood funding-bodies. If people are paying you to look into The Thing, then you do kind of have to try to get it published if you find it, even if it is a bullshit half-baked addition tacked onto the end of the bit you're actually interested in. And conversely, the people invested enough in The Thing to pay you to study it probably don't particularly care if you publish papers that don't find evidence for it, in fact they would probably rather you didn't. Citations are also an abysmally poor metric of the value of a given piece of work to the field, but we don't really have a better one. It *is* becoming more understood how flawed the system is though, and work on large-scale multi-lab replication studies and meta-analyses is gradually being valued more, which is good to see. More journals are also opting for a pre-publication system, where you submit your introduction, rationale, and planned methodology for approval *before* you collect data and get your results. If your pre-pub is accepted, the journal agrees to publish the work regardless of whether the results themselves are significant, which avoids the file drawer problem while also allowing the journal to maintain certain standards of quality based on the methodology and theoretical foundations. Open access, and especially the proliferation of predatory pay-to-publish journals, has gotten a reputation of letting literally anyone publish whatever they like with very poor peer review processes, which contributes to the lack of prestige associated with publishing outside the more traditional journals. The pre-pub system helps to combat that reputation, which makes it more of an option for early-career researchers. Pre-pubs are also often made public in some capacity, which helps to prevent things like p-hacking and retroactively changing hypotheses to fit findings - a solid improvement in transparency imo. Doesn't solve the problem of people potentially straight-up faking their data, but it reduces the incentive to do that stuff if you know you'll get a publication regardless. Funding bodies are springing up whose whole thing is giving grants for replication work across various fields, with expectations that researchers will publish whatever they find, significant or not. There's not a lot of them so far, but at least there are some ways to fund research that aren't so biased towards reinforcing the file drawer problem for whatever the grant committee's pet theory is. It's still a mess, but recent shifts have given me some hope tbh.
Side note bc i can't help myself: The whole "absence of evidence is not evidence of absence" thing is a deliberate feature of how hypothesis testing works, not a bug. You predict what will happen *if the theory you are testing is true* (e.g., if our hypothesis, H¹, is that purple jelly beans are associated with acne, we would predict that participants who eat purple jelly beans would develop more acne than those who don't), and then you run statistical tests to see whether this hypothesis explains the data you actually collect better than assuming there is no effect (which we call a null hypothesis or H⁰) within some pre-determined confidence interval, which is usually 95% or 99% for my field but the standard for statistical significance varies a lot. All your basic, garden-variety statistical hypothesis tests (t-tests, ANOVAs, correlations, regressions, etc.) have a built-in assumption that there is no effect and then test for evidence to contradict that assumption. Because of this, it's impossible to tell a false negative, or the presence of a conflicting effect in the opposite direction, from the actual absence of an effect based on one of these tests. The idea is that we would rather accept a false-negative and dismiss an effect that does exist (which others will surely find evidence of on replication if it is actually reliable) than risk a false positive where we believe in an effect that doesn't exist. In some cases, we use another H⁰, depending on the specific setup of the experiment, whether it's reasonable to assume *no* baseline effect vs. an established level of effect, etc. but it always reflects some baseline assumption that we are comparing H¹ to. Each time you run these tests you can only check for evidence of one H¹ at a time, so failing to find that evidence doesn't mean H⁰ is true necessarily (it could be any number of other alternate explanations), it just means we haven't found enough evidence to suggest H¹ is sufficiently more likely than H⁰, so we can't be confident H¹ is true. If you are testing multiple different hypotheses, and therefore running the same test multiple times, you are *supposed* to add a statistical correction for multiple-comparisons to avoid the inflating family-wise error rate (there are a couple different methods depending on how conservative you want to be with your confidence intervals etc. I won't get into all of that here unless anyone actually wants to know, lol.) This doesn't always happen, especially if multiple different papers are analysing the same dataset since technically, each person is only doing the test once, even though overall you do get the same issue of family-wise error rates. Meta-analyses, where you look at the papers that have already been published on a given topic and analyse what the cumulative evidence says, typically do correct for multiple comparisons in some way, though in my experience.
Constantly accusing trans women of grooming is particularly heinous because you can use any genuine attempt to help and support others as 'evidence'
Sharing resources is grooming. Supporting each other is grooming. Warning others of transmisogynists is grooming. Making friends is grooming. Wanting a better future is grooming. Openly existing as a trans woman is grooming
"trying to draw other people close to you in any way is nefarious and suspicious, because you are nefarious and suspicious"
convincing someone to stop obsessing over and harassing you is grooming, we all remember that one right? where they started preordering being groomed into not harassing trans women?
back on my old trans-mom blog, I was accused of grooming on a near daily basis simply for my efforts of telling 16 year old trans kids to not kill themselves. I was accused of grooming for helping adults older than me step by step how to get hrt through their local doctors offices or planned parenthood. I was accused of grooming for helping an adult trans woman escape an abusive relationship. I was called a pedophile for being friends with someone who was also in her 20s.