Lost

I'm back to the point where I cry myself to sleep at night because of how alone and worthless I feel.

why do i lose everybody and everything

i dont think i can survive another heartbreak

When I told you we had to end it, that we had to go on our own separate paths, I wanted you to say no. I wanted you to tell me you would never let me go. I wanted you to say that you couldn’t imagine living life without me, that you would never love anyone as much as you loved me, even if it sounds a little selfish. I wanted you to fight for me, to stop me from leaving. But all you said was, “I’ve been thinking the same thing for a while now.”

I wanted you to fight for me..

going on a mental health walk is not enough i need to take my brain out of my head and drag it behind me on a little leash

a relationship where you don’t have to beg for time, attention, or love >>>

from day 1

That slow long kissing be that shit

i still cant believe there’s chemicals inside my brain and theyre fucking me up all the time 

i want to touch my brain chemicals

Why’s it so hard to find people with the same intentions as you