The Unrated King of Hardcore

I don’t speak much about this matter but I am going to speak about it now. Ever since ice agents were put on public duty to arrest anybody who doesn’t look, talk or act like an American. Other words, not white or a threat that could be a problem. A man in Houston was shot down like a dog. All while the ice agent who shot him said he was using his truck as a weapon when “he supposedly tried to run him over” when trying to stop him. Or is it that you used force then judging the matter on hand then putting bullets in this man's body. Taken his life away but also ruined his family after they saw what they did to him.

Then there was another one in Maine where a guy was shot down in his car with his wife and child. His wife witness him getting murder by a ice agent. And yet he was a legal citizen, not an immigrant. Now she is left all alone without her husband and child who will be raised without the presence of a father figure in her life.

When will this stop, I wanna know! Their been too many abuseful and killings by the hands of ice. Also their detailment cells where they kept the people who was arrest by ice. Who is also dying from the bad poor condition of those places. I do hope if the mid-terms turn blue. The democrats will start to go after all the ice agents and put them in maxium prison, not jail but maxium prison so they can feel being target by the people who they put away. Say what you want about me but I want them to feel pain when they go too those prisons being torture by inmates. Like they did to the people who they put away. Or! And this is going to sound crazy. Put them in the same detainment cells where their little water, food, and a/c when they was hold up in those hot building while bugs and rodents was crawling all over them. Give them a taste of their own shit. Make them do hard labor work out in the field of the blasting hot sun.

These are the same people who refuse to join the military but yet they join ice. I think they should go overseas to Kuwait and try to fight for Trump to get the oil they want. Don’t send our military, send ice if they think they’re better than them.

Ok where to start here, well Sony just announced that they will stop making physical game discs for their ps5 in 2028. Also the new ps6  which will be a digital only console. The backlash from people like me who collect physical media are now getting worse when buying these items. I have been collecting physical media since the day I got my first dvd player in 2002. It was the rca dvd/vhs player combo. I got new at circuit city and I think I will pay about $90 dollars for it. That's when I started collecting dvd movies and shows. Since then I've got into collecting dvd, bluray, all the retro game consoles that are disc based from ps2 to ps4, gamecube, xbox 360 etc. I just got back collecting music cd’s and buying the music I used to listen to when I was young. Bands like slipknot, slayer, a lot of the crunk like music from lil john and the eastside boys to texas music like lil flip, freestyle kings and etc. and also alot of rock/psychobilly/horror rock like the misfits, blitzkids, horrorpop and many more. And i also just got into japan music again of the punk and vkei scene. 

Now all of that is going to be put to a stop, and I am talking about the bluray disc. It makes me worry because I've been collecting all the movies I didn't have or never released on dvd. Just like the anime or 80s or 90s movies. Which is now going to be hard because I have to deal with people who are going to start collecting them too. Right now I am at a point in my life where I just hate streaming services. The ads and the pricing, the movies that were once there are now gone. This is why I started collecting them and ripping them into my hard drives. Right now I have about 133 bluray movies and 210 dvds movies and shows in my small collection. As for games, currently I am only collecting the Switch and soon I will switch 2 games since the PS4 was my last gaming console since I switched over to the PC back in 2017. 

What I am afraid of is that there is going to be a price hike for physical media from movies, music and gaming/data software. And we the customers and collectors have to pay for that price. I don’t mind digital only content but once you buy it, it can easily be taken away when the license expires and you can’t re-download it. Which is a mess up. As I mentioned earlier, I started collecting music cd’s. Well the reason why is that amazon has a limit term of how many times you can download your albums you bought through their online music service. Which means every time I lost my music I threw a corrupt hard drive or my micro sd card. I am not able to do that unless I have to buy it again. So now I am buying music cd’s to have in my collection. Which is going to suck because most of those cd albums that i am looking for are asking for a high price in the used market and also fearing buying a bootleg cd which isn’t real. 

All i gotta say that sony is the only company that is making those bluray discs and they have patient technology. There is no company out there that can make or copy the tech from sony of it bluray disc tech. Which is sad because all the movie studios who work with Sony now have no choice too to go full digital. Leaving out the indie or self independent studios who also do movies and music also gaming. I hope this doesn’t change so much that I have no choice to give in to the digital content era. 

As I sit here in my home and read the news about the statistics of the data center debate. There were hundreds of people who came to the capital in Austin,tx to speak about their concerns about the data centers that could damage their cities from the resources of water and electricity all while criticizing their city council and mayors who are siding with the companies for building data centers.

But it turned for the worst when those hundreds of people who came from temple, waco, el paso, dallas, houston and many other small towns and cities who wanted to speak about this matter. But what the state capital did was limit the times of speaking and the corporation companies who are building these data centers didn’t even show up to this meeting that took place well over six hours and they give those people who wanted to speak only an hour before they close this session. Just leaving those poor people not getting a chance to speak about this matter on hand. Which was disappointing. I am proud that a very few people did speak and i applause them for it.

We all know that Abbott is trying to stop the data centers being built because he “heard” about our worries. But in reality, he just doing this because right now the mid-terms election is around the corner and he is not looking good right now. And he trying to stay in that seat for another term which he already did three terms and I am not looking forward seeing him doing his fourth term. He has does nothing for this state but give to the rich corporation a hand out tax breaks all while he is getting pay under the fucking table that will make his familys rich for another generation and so on. This man doesn’t care about our well being. Rent is high, housing is high, gas is high, food is high, everything is fucking high price because of him and his republicans partys also that orange fucker who Is our president. He ass need to go and let someone on the democrat side who is a women that is running against him. And I hope gina hinojosa wins against abbott the same as james talarico.

I am fucking mad because these corporation companies are just paying their way to the policitican pockets to get their way and not break the law. Yet, as long they have help from our governor and senators. They can do what they want and get away with it. I know many people in my generation doesn’t care and there are a few who does care. The ones who doesn’t care are the ones who don’t wanna try to listen to the problems we might face. They wanna just turn away or run away from the problems and still be a slut or a slave to the system they hate getting fuck by. And then cry when they don’t know the reason why things like this is happen. It because you don’t care or try to fight what is wrong with this system. Yes! Our government isn’t perfect but we can still try to fix it by voting in the people who is the right choice for this job. And let me ask you this if you are still reading this, can you run as governor or a senate, can you make a decision that could help benefit us everyday people who are struggling to make ends means when earning a living. No, you can’t! But they’re people out there just like Gina and James who understand about the system of politics and how it works. And they’re the right choice for this job.

All I am saying is that if you’re tired getting fuck by the system by our government who is mainly republicans in this state of texas. Then you should try or put some fucking effort to vote, vote for what is right if you hate how the republicans are just getting away what is basically a crime. They’re taking bid lobby money from corporation, giving the corporation a tax break, fucking over blue collar and medical workers and everyone who is putting in the social security system and retirement, also not putting in funds for our roads and the education programs that kids today is lacking. And if you still don’t care, then get mad when we get mad at you people after we see you crying when ya are struggling to pay rent because we told you so. Idle stand by us and try to fight, or stand aside and be a sorry excuse of society of a fucking coward you are. Hell, I know people who can’t vote who can see what is wrong with this picture they’re seeing and they want to vote too but can’t because of a felony they have. That is me telling a lot of how those people who want change here in texas. And for those who did read this far and can understand what is going on, I thank you and I know you are here to fight for what is right.

Turn texas blue and let see a new beginning while we rebuild texas what it should be then not.

I had a crazy dream about me finally falling in love but with a twist. Before I go any further, I wanna say that I haven’t been into a relationship for almost twelve to fifteen years. This dream I had was nice but also cruel.

It started with me walking with this woman out of the middle of nowhere but in a wooden area then a grassy field. Then next thing we were being playful like children would do. Having dinner together etc. the only part that stands out about this dream is her face was blurry. I couldn’t see her facial features yet I was in love. If so the sandman was giving me a dream that would make me happy for one moment but then also sad because of me being single for so long. The dream ended with me worrying about death and being alone again. Then I woke up and started to cry. Is it like telling me that I will never fall in love or I would fall in love but the relationship wouldn’t last due to my faults. Gosh this sucks.

Fifteen years ago I fell in love with this woman. She was everything I would imagine. She was into video games, anime, comic books, etc. she loved what I did in my music and djing and I took her to many raves with me when I was book or just went out with her when there was an underground rave. But it came with it failures, and I should know better because I through I could help her with her demons. She had issues that I won’t say on here but I became one of those guys who through and said “I can help her and change her ways”. Which didn’t end well and my heart got broken. While we was dating she was cheating on me with her ex. Her ex was abuseful, mentally abused, verbally assaulted her and even doing bad things to her. Yet she loved him because he did things that made her happy more than what I could do, even if i didn’t harm her but kept her safe. Also she was deep into drugs and alcohol and it was the start of her downfall. I had some of her friends and my to break the relationship but I through I could try to fix this but at the end of our relationship. She not only broke up with me, she betrayed me, stole from me, wasted my time, and took advantage of me when I gave her things that her ex couldn’t do for her. But hey, that life and I learned a good lesson but I really didn’t. Because I still believe that I could still have a chance with her.

After she broke up with me, I lost my faint love after she went back to her ex. Then rumor has it that she moved to Austin with him and that led to many stories that have gotten me worried about her. Her ex went to jail and then got out, he broke up with her and moved back where he came from and started to be a father. Yes, he had kids from a woman and I knew about this because she told me all about it. While that was happening, she was deep into drugs and it got to the point where she couldn’t get a job and she got kicked out of her apartment that led to her being homeless. She was attacked and I don’t know if this is true but her hand was seriously broken and needed treatment and she lost her eye when she was attacked again in Austin. I didn’t know this was happening until one of her friends put up a gofundme. I did try to contact them but no answer even with her brother and sisters. After that I just give up and move on with my life knowing if I did try to get back into her life. She would just reject me again.

It wasn’t til I lost my grandma. I fell into a deep depression and I have a heavy heart because she was a nice woman and very caring. I was in a saddled state and felt like I wasn’t ready for her to go but she was really sick. Then a few months later I lost my uncle due of the battle he had with diabetes and the effects of him being effective from the orange gas agent that he was expose of when he was in vietnam war. When that was happening, She contacted me and we briefly talk for a moment. We forgive each other of the things that happen. After that, she dissappear. And I really don’t know where she is or how she is doing. I still don’t know if she is still homeless or she did had help but that all I know from the last time we talked.

The love I went through with her was bad and it made me afraid to not fall in love again with any women. Because I fear that I will get my heart broken and taken advantage of again like before. I couldn’t bare to go threw that again. And yes I do blame her for it but I also have to blame myself for not taking the advice from my friends when I shoulda left her. I am writing this because ever since I decided to not be in a relationship after what I went through and had to piece my heart together in a griefing state and having limited trust to anyone. I just kept to myself. Those six years I was angry and mad. I wanted to blame someone but I had to look into that mirror and blame that man that was me who didn’t learn until later on. I really don’t know if I will fall in love ever again. At my age people are settling down and raising children. And I don’t think I will find someone since all I do is work a lot at my job and try to survive in this era we’re living in. This might be a message in my dream saying I will fall in love but will I fail again or be successful and die as an old man not being alone. Only time will tell.

I am just saying what I am saying because when you have a bad dream like this, I have to tell it to someone from my latino superstitious. But now, I am going to feel kinda sad and depressed the whole day now. But, will keep on trying to move forward.

I just wanna say that if you’re selling anything online through facebook market space. Be careful and be aware. I was selling a gpu online that i didn’t need anymore. There was this guy who instantly contacted me asking for the item for sale. We agree on the meeting terms since it was at my storage unit and also agree on the date and time. Well, after we agreed I decided to check out his profile page to see it wasn’t talking to a bot. Well, it wasn’t a bot but a real person. He had all these trump and ice praising memes to the max. Which made me think that this meeting we were supposed to have was a scam and a capture heist for 1CE. And the reason I was thinking that is because ice has been in my town for a good week. So I decided to ditch him from the risk of him calling ice on me knowing I am an American citizen. But I don't know if he was getting some award money or if he had someone who he knew working for them. 1CE is taking any information for intel reasons. 

So i just wanna say that be careful to my latino’s who are selling items on the facebook market space and craigslist or any sites that allow sales personal items online.

If that person doesn’t have a face pic or shown his location. Have anything on his page that is offensive of latinos or people of color. Trump and na$are praising memes and video’s. na$is, c0nfederate, tru3p flags on their profiles or tattoos. “Please stay away and block them, and if you have to block them.” 

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Solo quiero decir que si están vendiendo algo en línea a través de Facebook Marketplace, tengan cuidado. Yo estaba vendiendo una tarjeta gráfica que ya no necesitaba. Un tipo me contactó de inmediato preguntando por el artículo. Acordamos los detalles del encuentro, ya que era en mi almacén, y también la fecha y la hora. Después de acordar, decidí revisar su perfil para asegurarme de que no fuera un bot. No era un bot, sino una persona real. Tenía muchísimos memes a favor de Trump y de ICE. Esto me hizo pensar que la reunión que íbamos a tener era una estafa y una trampa para ICE. Pensé esto porque ICE ha estado en mi ciudad durante una semana. Así que decidí cancelar la reunión para evitar el riesgo de que me denunciara a ICE, a pesar de ser ciudadano estadounidense. No sé si estaba buscando una recompensa o si conocía a alguien que trabajaba para ellos. ICE está recopilando información por motivos de inteligencia. 

Así que solo quiero advertir a mis hermanos latinos que venden artículos en Facebook Marketplace, Craigslist o cualquier otro sitio web que permita la venta de artículos personales en línea. 

Si la persona no tiene una foto de perfil o no muestra su ubicación, o si tiene contenido ofensivo hacia latinos o personas de color en su página, memes y videos a favor de Trump y los nazis, banderas nazis, confederadas o de Trump en sus perfiles o tatuajes, por favor, aléjense y bloquéenlos. 

I wanna talk about Mick Foley for a moment. I can’t understand what most of you guys and girls will say. But, people always say that politicians don't belong in wrestling. Well how can it when we have trump is our president and also got put in the WWE hall of fame. 

Last week, John Cena had his last match in WWE. There were talks about Trump showing up at the event but couldn’t due to his busy schedule. But! When the rumor came out, a lot of people got pissed off about it because Trump or his people aren't welcome but their people like triple h, jake paul, the undertaker, kain, and a few others who support trump. And times like this aren't good since Trump is destroying our American Courtney. Which leads to Mick. 

The day following the cena retirement match happened. Mick announced that he will no longer represent or align himself with WWE if they’re still working with Trump and his political ways. He is stepping away and doesn’t want anything to do with them anymore since WWE has not been the official company that supports Trump. And I don't blame him. Also their other wrestlers who also feel the same way. Like kevin nash, jim cornette, bret hart, cm punk, dave batista, and r-truth. And I don't blame Mick for it. Nothing good has come out of it from Trump and his people. And WWE who is working with them are just straight out doing nazi blood bath work. They’re making deals with Saudi arabi for their Wrestlemania in 2027. They’re cutting and making deals left and right which make the company rich while not taking care of their talent or giving them health benefits and 401k/retirement. Also buried their lawsuits that they’re guilty of and getting away with. 

We already heard a lot of bad stories about WWE how they mistreat their talent and also sexually harass and assault their female talent. Scandals and drug use of human enhancements like steroids or pain killers. All while they turn their nose up when one of their talents just drops dead. And last and at least, the head concussion that leaves wrestlers brain damages and also mental un-stable health issues. 

I stopped watching the WWE after what they did to sting and also few of the talent who they fired wrongfully due to them speaking out about the company. Now, 2025 is going into 2026. John Cena was the last great era of wrestling that they ever had. And yes, WWE will have new stars but how long would they keep them or put them in that stop light. AEW on another hand is doing well and out doing WWE. But I wouldn’t be surprised if Mick Foley would go with them and appear on their show. Only time will tell. 

Texas vs drag queen

It's kinda funny how stupid this state has become. They could deal with the power grid since we might have another freezing ice storm next year. They could deal with the issue of gun violence in school. They could deal with all the fucking issue we have in our education program then our fucking police. But nope! They rather pick on the drag queen who is hosting these events in the lgbtqia community then the issue we have here in texas

a judge in Texas is now allowed to shut down any major events of the drag queen show that is hosted here in our state. Which means, if they heard one thing about a drag show, idle it for performance at a club or a reading session to the kids and any other event that involves drag queens will be shut down with force. Which is shameful because it reminded me of the day of the early 2000s raves that were getting targeted and shut down by our Texas government. Because they believe it was sex orgies drug event when it wasn’t…...well maybe the after party but not the rave.

This makes me mad because Texas is somehow trying to show how strong they’re when compared to other states. They’re not, the only thing they’re showing is how weak they’re in the state position which are in. I mean, it's like saying I am still a man but yet you scream like a bitch when you see a roach crawling up your leg. Jumping up and down while shaking and flipping over your shirt when you just said moments ago you're a man. Then flick it off with your hand bitch. If a drag queen saw they had a roach crawling up their leg. They would flick it off and maybe step on it.

Epstein list and trump

I know what I am going to say is senseless but I gotta say what I wanna say off my chest. And if you get offended or don’t like what I have to say about this. Then move on.

As we know, the house voted to release the epstein list. And in that list are a couple of e-mails from Trump replies and telling Epstein about a person who he was with describing a person, a dog which was the young girl who he was with. Right now, there will be another vote (update they passed it just 36 hours ago and it is up to Trump to sign the bill) to release the whole Epstein files and maybe be public to the people to see. As this is happen, trump is not handing this well. He already avoided the press while getting angry at a young news lady when she was asking about his presents of the e-mail that was described by him, which he got into a raging arrangement with her. But hey! I am enjoying this of the shit he is going threw. And once the public people of America and also the whole world see how bad of a person he is for having sex with a young teenage girl, not one but multiple young girls. I wouldn’t be surprise that his people and the republicans started to turn their back at him. And maybe this will be the turning point to get him out of the white house.

The whole time that has been happening. I wonder if the republicans who had access to these files and only knew he was fully involved in this list unlike the others. Did they know that this would lead this to a backlash also would most of the republicans now worry that their re-election runs for the mid-terms is now at jeopardy. I mean, if I had a president who is sponsoring my mid-term re-election all while the people knew who I am getting funded by. I woulda pull out knowing I will lose and not willing to face failure. But that's just me if I had a boss who had a few dark secrets I didn’t know about.