Mr. Nonchalant

jude: just a regular part of life, eh?

Life for me his been up and down but you have to take the good with the bad that's just how it goes but on a side note i'm very exctied to get back out on the court with my team this week and i  hope everyone his a great weekend. @limelightblvdstarters

i mean, that's the best way to see things. never focus on the bad and always look forward to the good coming your way. it makes it easier for your mind if anything. hope you enjoy yourself on the court. i'm eager to be back on the field again and i can't wait to be back out there again. just soaking up having time to myself though since i've been enjoying having a little vacay.

“ DO YOU EVER THINK PEOPLE GET DISAPPOINTED WHEN THEY MEET YOU ?  —— like they decide who you are before you've even said anything ? i was thinking about it earlier and it's weird, yeah ? like... you can spend ages trying to show someone who you actually are, but they've already made up their mind. ”

i do feel that sometimes. feel they get a certain impression of how i am so i can't really change their mind. yes. if they already made up their mind about you, you really can't do much. it sucks but i say they are missing out. got some good qualities but they just wanna assume.

jude: guess we're both to blame on that end, ha.

jude: mate, I know it's been a while since we last saw each other

yeah? have I now become your muse? if so, I'll do my absolute best to keep you properly motivated. mhmm. that's what people often tell me. everyone kept talking about you; so, I had to see what the hype was all about. and I was not disappointed. you have some very impressive footwork on the pitch. you should! and not just any cheerleader—a disney princess. haha! alright then. I've planned so many outfits around this jersey. even my sister is laughing at me. oh dear...okay. I'll send you as many photos as you want.

you have become my muse and it makes me happy that you are. i'm sure you will and i will appreciate you doing so. they do. keep seeing people calling me one of the best players and it's nice to hear but i promise to not let my ego get too big here, haha. i try my best. always keep my eyes on the prize whenever possible. i plan to! true and who doesn't want a disney princess cheering them on especially the one who did the little mermaid justice. you have? i like that a lot though. she just doesn't understand. please do, i'll love every photo you send me.

of course, I would support you. on and off the pitch! besides, watching you play was one of my favorite highlights of the world cup. I don't think I would have rooted as hard for france had you not been on the team. my only regret was not wearing your jersey during your bout with england. but I'll wear it everywhere else. with all the pride and devotion I can muster.

i appreciate it honestly. makes me wanna do my best on the field knowing you are watching me. yeah? you are too kind. glad i was the one that made you root for france. might gotta go brag a bit about that to the rest of the team that i have my own personal cheerleader. it's all good. i'm glad you have it now to wear and honestly, it will make me smile knowing that you are wearing it whenever possible. might need some photos of you in it.

I can't believe we are already half way through the year. Like where did the time go? All I remember is I started the year across the pond and now we are at the end of july. Its just so crazy how time flies now a days as you get older. @limelightblvdstarters

i mean, it always feels that way anymore. the summer flies by and then before we know it, it will be another year. not sure i want that to come by super fast but time won't stand still for any of us. it really is. time felt so slow when we were young and now it feels like everything is on fast forward indefinitely.