you're a goddamn misfit and you know it

“there are worse things than being alone but it often takes decades to realize this and most often when you do it’s too late and there’s nothing worse than too late.”

“I want so much that is not here and do not know where to go.”

“It’s haunting how I can’t seem to find myself again. The walls are closing in.”

“For as long as I could remember, I had been apologizing for existing, for trying to be who I was, to live the life I was meant to lead.”

“To love and lose and still be kind.”

“The heart is like a garden. It can grow compassion or fear, resentment or love.”

“The real difficulty is to overcome how you think about yourself.”

“But never have I been a blue calm sea. I have always been a storm.”

“But never have I been a blue calm sea. I have always been a storm.”

“Do you know how much thinking and feeling I’ve done? It’s terrible. And nothing’s come of it.”

“How sad that everything has to change, yet what a relief, too”