oliverposting ♡✮⋆˙

you bring me joy, white boy

the excellent t4t experience of getting on top of him and helping him with his trans tape

its been 6 months (and a day) since we got together. i never thought i would ever get to feel this way. i'm so in love with him and whenever im with him it feels like home. i cannot wait for our future together... we're moving in together next term and i see my future more clearly than i ever have because i know he's going to be there with me. i love you

There is a beautiful man in bed with me and I am laughing at blessica blimpson

4 months !!!!! i love you i love you i love you i love you

i miss him terribly and i don't know how im going to survive this break without him but im trying to do things that remind me of him so that it's like he's there with me

day 2 no oliver i hate it here so bad we talked a little on the phone and it was so nice to see his face even though we were both tired as fuck... everything has been reminding me of him and i cannot wait to see him again in a couple weeks

goodbyes suck

doing a dramatic reading of our texts from the first few days of dating

"boyfriend" is my favourite word

sometimes i look at him and get so overwhelmed by my love for him that i feel like crying

also we've been together for 3 months today which is wild to me. not because i think it's gone by quickly but because it's strange to me that it's... only been three months. i can't remember what it felt like without him in my life. time slows down when i'm with him. hours turn into days turn into weeks turn into months, and now we're in december and i have no doubt i'll be by his side come next december too. i see a future with him so clearly and this is just the start

i see you in every star in the sky. i see you in the way sunlight dances over water. i see you in gentle breezes and heavy rain and i especially see you in the sunsets after storms. i find you in my favourite music and the pages i dog-ear in my books and the texture of the yarn of the blanket i started crocheting us. i find you in everything good, everything gentle, everything warm. my love for you consumes me. it feels like a force of nature stronger than anything i've ever felt; bigger than just myself. when i look at you i never feel any doubts that you feel the same, that you're just as happy with our whole arrangement, just as glad to live in it forever. you are a once-in-a-lifetime sort of person. i don't think it was a coincidence that we met, that we became friends, that we became more than that. i think the universe knew; i think it needed us to meet. i think the universe, just like so many of our friends, just like the two of us, had a gut feeling we'd get along alright.

i cannot wait to go out for dinner together tonight