MJ//23

“I believe that there is another world waiting for us. A better world. And I’ll be waiting for you there.”

“ I don’t want to feel my grief. My grief feels horrible. My grief feels like.. Like my chest is going to explode! Like I can’t breathe. Like everything is over and nobody.. Nobodody understands. ”

“In my dreams I am kissing your mouth and you’re whispering ‘where have you been?’ I say, ‘I’ve been lost but I’m here now. You’re the only person who has ever been able to find me.’”

"I hope this grief stays with me, because it's all the unexpressed love that I didn't get to tell her. And I told her everyday."

“on her last day every piece of my existence shattered how could i ever love again each atom in my body grieves for her to love someone so much to give someone all that you have her memory lives through me i fear that there is no life left for me how could there be when she is no longer here to view the same sky.”

“So I breathe, will it ever end? You’ll be fine, I say it again I should let someone know That something doesn’t feel right It’s like I’m colorblind ‘Cause everybody’s world’s in color Except for mine”

“In my heart, I love her all the time.”

“I can’t wait to be in a place where my memories of our time together don’t make me sad anymore. Those days were some of the best in my life. I want to be able to think back on them, to smile to myself and cherish them, without feeling like my entire world is falling to pieces.”