A girl full of unsaid thoughts;

Next year I will be gone forever , don’t have an exact date but that’s a vow.

after pretending to be totally fine with the situation that has made my heart feel so heavy for the past few days. when everyone thinks that you're strong and lucky for handling everything so well, but you have those moments when you hide from anyone and you just want to disappear. when you want to open up to someone but you choose not to because you think it's not worth their time. those days and nights that feel like years, and it doubled the pain you felt. when you think you've healed, but you're not. you realized that you're just trying to live through every single day

Each day seems like challenge to survive.

Realizing that you were never actually getting better, you were just distracted.

How does it feel to know that even after telling yourself you’re getting better, you find yourself here—struggling to stop the tears and sobbing?

I’m so tired of being tired.

The audacity of that old hag to insult me, when she’s the one living off my salary!

Why these fucking tears won’t stop streaming down my face. Like why?????

Where are you guysss?? Tukmolll I need you so much . I need youuu

There’s this old hag I wish she die.

It just proves that blood is just blood.

That sharp thing looks so inviting.

It’s so dark isn’t it?

Will definitely going to miss this asymmetrical pretty face, nails that won’t let it long cuz she didn’t like it, the girl who is always tense when she’s alone in the public, her laugh, her bunny teeth, her two moles in left side of her face, will surely miss all her beautiful flaws.

How I wish I didn’t grew up to have this full of knowledge,full of curiosity, it suffocates me.