sylv

I think part of getting better is complete ego death. Like you’re not above setting a timer for 5 minutes and focusing on a task. You’re not above doing a very simple 3 minute workout to start. You’re not above reading for 10 minutes a day when you first get out of your reading slump, even if you used to read for hours. You’re not above starting slow and then building up to where you want to be/where you once were. What you are above is total inertia. Doing something really is better than doing nothing. Radically accept where you are, radically accept your limits, and go from there. Don’t let your ego get in the way.

closes my eyes and tries really hard to develop a "humiliating job interview" sexual fetish so my life becomes easier

The only reason I’m not trying to kill myself again is because I want to spend time at the library

Eating shrimp ramen and watching YouTube videos next to the guy sleeping who I just met last night. I love my life

I hope he appreciates my whimsy

I also cried at two random points in the night I don’t even remember why. I wonder why he’s ghosting me 🤨

Eating shrimp ramen and watching YouTube videos next to the guy sleeping who I just met last night. I love my life

I hope he appreciates my whimsy

never "look inside" yourself btw i just tried it and there was already someone in there looking back it was so awkward

I check skrilla instagram like 3 times a day like he my ex I think I’m manic

I was manic….