Good Life

I wonder how many memories I’m in.

I want somebody who want me as bad as I want them.

You deserve to be treated like a choice not an option. You deserve to have happiness like everyone else, to receive love the way you are capable of giving love. To smile as if sadness never existed, to laugh until your stomach hurts, until the butterflies around it gets crazier. You deserve someone who will hold your hands, regardless if it’s dirty or sweaty. Someone who values your time, the time you two will spend together and the time that you’ve waited just to be ready, ready to trust again after you got your heart broken, ready to love again after all the pain, and ready to give yourself to someone who had waited patiently to deserve a person like you. You deserve someone who knows the little things about your life, how you cried when your first pet died, how you like your coffee if ever you’re a fan of it. For a person to remember the big details of your life is what makes him/her a good lover but for him/her to remember the little trinkets of your life is what makes him/her a keeper. Few people will notice that you changed your hairstyle, that you shaved or that you changed your perfume. Few people will remember the difference when you’re drunk and when you’re sober. Few will know your exact birthday even if it’s not posted on your social media accounts. Few people will know what you look when you’re troubled, when you’re mad and when exactly you need a hug. Be with the person who belong to that few. Don’t lower your standards just so you can fit to the standards of the person you love. You don’t need to sacrifice things for the person you love because if they really love you, they won’t ask you to. -don’t ever settle for less than what you deserve.

whats the point of having a crush if you never have a chance???

Sometimes I forget how young I am, I have time. There’s enough time.