jules

“Don’t say maybe if you want to say no.”

“don’t you think our generation’s idea of dating is fucked up. it amazes me how often we claim to be in love yet we kiss other sets of lips than that of our lovers. it amazes me how often my generation cheats on their partners, this is a relationship, not a diet. it just amazes me how we feel manogomity is boring. it amazes me how we prefer to sext than have romantic dinners. it amazes me how dick sizes are more important than his personality. it amazes me how love is so very often confused with lust. it really amazes me that we ourselves are responsible for not having relationships like those in a nicholas sparks book.”

“Can you love me with at least some level of consistency? I’m tired of guessing and waiting and restarting my heart.”

“Why does it take a life ending to learn how to cherish each day? Why must we wait until we run out of time to start to accomplish all that we dreamed, when once we had all the time in the world? Why don’t we look at the person we love the most like it’s the last time we will ever see them? Because if we did, life would be so vibrant. Life would be so truly and completely lived.”

“I crave love but when it tries to greet me at the front door, I say I didn’t hear it knocking, pretend I’m not home. I guess I’m trying to say I obsess over the idea of love so bad until I’m finally faced with it. Until love wants me back. I like the feeling of flying but landing scares me. Maybe I’m not good at being vulnerable. Maybe I’m scared of being hurt. Maybe I was never taught how to land properly.”

“For once I just want someone to be straightforward. To just say what they what they mean and stop hiding behind excuses. For once in my life could someone just look me in the eyes tell me the truth?”