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I have a really weird habit of laying in my bathtub after washing my face idk why but I can just sit here for hours reading (currently typing this in said bathtub)

made a pros and cons list for him. 3 pros and 24 cons. im still gonna text him later <3

i was having a panic attack and thrift shop randomly started playing from my computer. can whole heartedly say it helped.

i want to get over you because we never were, but everytime i see your name i get butterflies. and when you text me my heart skips a beat. its like my heart is betraying my mind. its driving me insane.

HE ASKED ABOUT THE BOOK I WAS READING

Do you ever miss a version of somebody? Like a point in time they were in your life- before they changed.

i am SO sick of myself. Id rather be anyone else.

was i really that unimportant? 

learning the difference between being someone's friend and being friends with someone is such an eye opening thing

there comes a moment in everyone's lives where everything goes downhill. in that desperate moment, who will you be?

ended as fast as it started. hurts just as much as i thought it would. but you seemed worth it. 

i wish i could put the butterflies you gave me in a jar and hold onto that feeling forever

i love talking to you. it feels nice.

why does it hurt so much