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how life feels when you love āhikaruā and hikaru

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saw this and instantly thought of yoshikaru
i get sad whenever i see people completely deny that original hikaru could have been queer. i was someoneās hikaru when i was younger, i didnāt know i was gay at the time, or really what being gay was at all. like hikaru i was somewhat aware that lgbtq people existed but i never fully grasped the concept until i was about 11 when i had my first actual crush. i heard people around me speak negatively of anything that had to do with being gay which made me resent that part of myself, i thought something terrible would happen if anyone found out. i hid that part of me for years, i lied about having crushes on the opposite gender so no one would ask questions, i tried to be what everyone else thought was normal but in the end it just made me miserable. Iām comfortable in my identity now but it took years to unlearn the hate i was surrounded by all my life. i love hikaru as a character and even if you donāt think heās queer the idea shouldnāt be completely disregarded. even though he had his moments he is not an awful person, just a product of the system he grew up in. thatās all thank you for coming to my ted talk mwah
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OH WHAT THE HELL
yukis expression :( i donāt think the people fully trust satou, i hope āhikaruā doesnāt either. and satou asking āhikaruā to reveal his true form at the end⦠sheās trying to out him
maybe itās just because iām really into music and leaking is devastating when it happens there but why have there been so many tshd leaks recently and why are people admitting to reading them it feels kinda disrespectful to mkmkrnš

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TSHD 46-1 SPOILERS !!!
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kouhei and āhikaruā :(((
IM SO FUCKING SCARED
hii iām back hereās some yoshiki headcanons iāve thought up over the past week or so that i really likeš i kind of forgot tumblr existed for a while lol
1. he used to draw a lot back when hikaru was alive. he has a sketchbook filled with drawings of hikaru and different bugs (sometimes hikaru would pose for him, he liked the attention but heād never admit it) he stopped drawing when hikaru died but slowly picked it up again the more he got to know āhikaruā. now he draws him and his true form (yes āhikaruā also poses for him, heās very enthusiastic about it)
2. he frequently had to hold himself back from scolding og hikaru for being unnecessarily mean. one time he slipped up and told him off for being an asshole about things people canāt control (hikaru apologized later, yoshiki told him to be more careful with his words, because eventually heās going to say something like that and the people around him wonāt be as forgiving as yoshiki)
3. heās a HUGE lizzy mcalpine fan, his favorite songs are soccer practice, firearm, and orange show speedway. spring into summer is a hard listen because it reminds him of hikaru
i really like this extra because it shows how hikaru saw things on a surface level where yoshiki would look deeper and fully understand the meaning
ignore that itās the mistranslated version i canāt find an accurate oneš
tshd stranger things au where asako and hikaru work at scoops ahoy like robin and steve please tell me someone else sees my vision

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iām curious, if hikaru married yoshiki and took his last name instead of the other way around would it have freed him from the indouās curse? because technically he wouldnāt he an indou anymore.
i doubt that it would have crossed his mind in the first place but itās something iāve been thinking about for like three weeks now
hello beautiful omg
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satou basically outed āhikaruā, she showed a room full of strangers his true self against his will.
i saw some people talking about yoshikiās grief being mistaken for denial and i want to add to the discussion cause i like yapping :3
thereās a very big difference between mourning someone and being in denial that theyāre gone, yoshiki is working through his grief, heās accepted that oghikaru is dead and heās not coming back. however that doesnāt mean heās suddenly completely over it, he lost his best friend and his first love all at once, thatās going to fuck with his head for a while. whatās important now is that he accepts hikaru is dead and that āhikaruā is his own person separate from the boy he grew up with
tldr grief and denial are not the same thing and the mischaracterization of yoshiki makes me upset okay bye
a few of my updated tshd sexuality headcanons because they changed a bit over time :3
yuuta - bisexual & demi
as i said last time heās shown to pick someone to have a crush on which is something iāve noticed a lot of people on the aroace spectrum did/do, and the bi headcanon is because i think heād consider dating a man if given the opportunityš
hikaru - bisexual but heavily in denial
this one hasnāt changed much, i used to hc him as gay but after sitting on it for a while I view him as being bisexual (heās still knee deep in denial)
āhikaruā - queer & aroace
iāll go more in depth this time because a lot of people were confused about how itās possible to be queer and aroace at the same time, aroace people can still be in relationships and love their partner. āhikaruā says that his love isnāt platonic but itās not romantic either, he loves yoshiki without a label. āhikaruā doesnāt experience attraction in the way everyone else does, his bond with yoshiki goes beyond the way humans normally see love.
okay thatās all everything is the same as my last hc post mwah bye

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i have a very important yoshiki related question for my next fic, what type of fashion style would yoshiki adopt when he moves to tokyo? i have a hc that he starts wearing more brighter/pastel colors but idk i need outside input
oh hikaru⦠the call is coming from inside the house