forever blissful

ofrosa:

“Seriously you’re calling me dramatic? You’re one to talk aren’t you, I mean remind me again which one of us faked their death.” He rolled his eyes and moved past her, needing to put space between the two as his annoyance with her grew. “Really, that’s the excuse you’re going for? Merlin, you’re a Death Eater. What did you think was going to happen? You could have told me. Nice to know how much you thought about our relationship to not even give us a chance to work through it together.” 

He was beginning to test her patience, not once had she found herself this close to snapping, even during their entire time together. He was no longer than one she could laugh it off with, she felt threatened, by his words and by his actions. “Mind your tone.” She warned, a snarl on her lips. “I did what I had to do, I do not expect you to understand that but I had to protect myself and you!” She shouted, regretting once she had. “Work through what? Being a mudblood is hardly something I can work through---” She stopped, eyes wide, and full of regret.

ofrosa:

“Alternative to what? What was so bad that you had to resort to that if not to escape me?” He questioned as his voice began to raise slightly. That calmness he usually kept was beginning to slip the longer the conversation carried on. He could see what she was trying to do, he’d watched her do it so many times before to others. Backing them against things to give her the upper hand but he wasn’t about to let that happen now. There was very little that intimidated him since they’d left school. Instead, he met her toe for toe and instead of moving back he chose to move forward. “I always was good at that. Give it your best shot, Rosa. You don’t intimidate me. I’m not one of the little runts that you manage to scare so easily.”

She had to remain silent, knowing the alternative was to tell him the truth and that was far more harrowing for her. She could cope with him hating her, at least it meant that she could see him, even in anger. If she was exposed, she’d be hung for being a traitor-- that was far worse to envisage. “You need to stop being so dramatic, I did what I had to do.” She growled, pushing her hair from her face. She stood her ground, even if it meant hurting him-- she’d do what she had to do. “Danger was coming, I couldn’t sit about and wait for the inevitable, I had to save myself!” She shouted out of anger, shaking her head.

ofrosa:

“Oh, and I suppose to think otherwise when you fake your death to leave instead of just ending things? Instead of talking to me or find some kind of way to let me know that you’re okay, you leave me thinking you’re dead” He scoffed not willing to take the blame or feel guilty for it all. “Oh please, you may intimidate everyone else but it was never going to work on me. Like you said, I know what you’re capable of.” 

It was frustrating, that he would never truly see or understand her point of view. Life was cruel to them, their happiness diminished and she had been the cause. She had seen no other alternative, if he had known, they would not be together, and it would have spread to the other Death Eater’s---- she would not be alive to this day. “There was no other alternative.” She shouted back, hands knotting int her hair in frustration. She felt anger pulsating through her, moving to corner him against the wall. “You’re pushing your luck, Reid.”

ofrosa:

Reid could see he was beginning to annoy the woman but he couldn’t say he cared much. “Well, then I guess you just get my resting bitch face because I reserve my happy smirks for people who don’t fake their deaths to get away from me.” He replied shrugging. “Threats? Really. Please Rosa, you don’t scare me.” He told her shaking his head. “I agree.”

She truly believed the man she had fallen for had gone, and this had been her own doing. “You didn’t know me at all if you think I left to get away from you.” She spat back, eyes moving to look away from him. “I never intended to scare you, you already know what I am capable of.” She threatened, sighing a little. She only wished things were different, but he wouldn’t accept her as a mudblood, so this was the only way.

ofrosa:t

“Smiling? No. No, not at all. Smirking on the other hand, now that I’m a master of. Tell me which kind would you like? I’ve got the sarcastic kind, the condescending, the arrogant one, the I’m going to kill you and bury your body where no one will find it one, or of course there’s the I’ve bludgeoned you with a beaters bat five times over in my head but I’ll have you think I’m just teasing smirk. Personally, I’m a fan of the sarcastic one. Though i have been told I’ve mastered the you’re an arse one too.” He listed off as he pretended to count them on his fingers.

She was growing impatient with him, it were as if he resented her with every part of his being, which she could only believe to be true. It was easy to understand, after she left him, it was all her own doing. “I’d prefer none of the above, as you know, the more violent ones will only leave you worse off.” She threatened, eyes locking with his, rolling shortly after. She would never hurt him, but threats were her only defence now. “I should have never come back here.” She mumbled to herself with a shake of her head, sighing as she did.

ofrosa:

“Now, now, Rosa. Here I thought you knew me best. Apparently not.” He tutted sarcastically with a roll of his eyes. “You should know that just because something is expressed on my face does not mean that is what I’m thinking.”  

“My god-- you’re so uptight, do you ever smile?” Rosa groaned, eyes rolling as she spoke. This was not the man she remembered, but she also knew she tarnished their relationship the day she left. If only he knew why she did it. “If your face is expressing what you’re thinking, it’s very bad things.”

ofrosa:

“It definitely feels that way. I mean the last time I checked you weren’t a mind reader and you hadn’t mastered Legilimency. So I’m not sure how you can claim to know whether I care or not.”

She huffed a sigh, arms folding across her chest. He made her incredibly angry, and he had always been able to get on her nerves. Nothing had changed, not really. “I don’t need to read minds when it’s displayed across your whole damn face.”

ofrosa:

“Well I’ve never been one to care much about people’s expectations. Don’t pretend to think that you know me Rosa, you lost that right a long time ago. You don’t know how I think or how I feel, so don’t try to tell me my own feelings.”

Heaving a sigh, Rosa turned her gaze to him, knowing nothing she said would be of any use to their relationship, not anymore. “I’m not depicting how you feel, I know I have no right to do so.” She defended, folding her arms across her chest. “You’re making it very clear how you feel.”

ofrosa:

“If I didn’t care, I wouldn’t have asked would I?” He pointed out with a raised brow. “Fine, have it your way. I was only trying to have a conversation with you.” The male shrugged nonchalantly

She remained silent, eyes fixated on the boy she could only remember as heartache. “I don’t expect you to care, nor to make conversation. We both know you despise me.”

ofrosa:

“For that to happen, you’d actually have to show emotion Rosa. I noticed how you didn’t exactly dignify it with an answer though.” Even though the words fell from his lips with such an attitude, he couldn’t help but feel slightly guilty.

“Why would I give you an answer when you clearly do not care?” Rosa replied, brows raising as she exhaled a sigh. “What I do with my time is none of your business.”

ofrosa:

“Now why doesn’t that surprise me. Tell me Rosa, is that what you did while you were gone?” His tone of voice hadn’t changed, he refused to give her that satisfaction of potentially finding out just how much her leaving him hurt.

The comment struck something within her, and she almost winced. However, she had to pretend not to be phased. He could never know her true reason for leaving. “Ouch, that almost hurt.” She rolled her eyes, lowering her gaze so that it did not meet his.

ofrosa:

“Oh trust me Rosa, I plan to. Just not necessarily with you.” His whole stance was full of attitude, he was just about to roll over and pretend that everything between them hadn’t changed. She was the one who faked her death and didn’t tell him what was going on.

It was true to say the words that left Reid’s lips stung Rosa deeply, but it was not something she would show him. She had to pretend it did not bother her, knowing feelings being involved was not something she could allow. “I’m hurt--- never mind, I’ll find someone else.”

ofrosa:

“Now, now Rosa. They can’t help it if they’re being cowards.” He smirked at her antics as he continued to watch her while he lent against the wall. He wasn’t about to lie and say that he wasn’t surprised to see her, after all he had thought her to be dead but he also wasn’t the type of person to let that show or let anyone realise the affect if might have had. Instead he chose to keep up the front that he always did, the careless attitude as if nothing affected him.

Seeing him was of the unexpected, however, knowing Rosa’s mentality, she could not allow this shock to show itself. Instead, she easily disguised it, knowing this was much easier than explaining herself. She moved, tilting her head as she approached him, cornering him against the wall. “I figured you were also a coward, I didn’t expect you to go along with them.” She spoke, eyes moving to look over him. She had done many things on her time away, but if it meant blocking him from her life, acting harshly, she would do. He could not find out about her being a mudblood, it would put their lives at stake.