WITH: @ofparagonâ
WHERE: the jack odyssey gang camp, a few miles from a vitriol refinery
WHEN: february 12th, 2347, 7:24am
There are no hills here. Itâs all one flat expanse of nothing. Sand, sand, and more sand, with the occasional tree for some color. When the sun starts to make its ascent it comes right on up with no bluster. Itâs all dark, and then suddenly youâre squinting under the brim of your hat for the rest of the day. Paragonâs lucky, Farrier thinks, that he hasnât had to rise as early as the rest of them⌠well, maybe lucky is the wrong word. Itâs more silver lining than luck.
Jackâs gathered up half the bunch and taken them back to the refinery to see what they could scavenge. Everyone else is stuck here, watching and waiting the skyline to see if they actually get to come back. It is the height of misery, and itâs in this misery that Farrier scrapes together two measly plates (he always feeds himself first before anyone else, canât begrudge a man a meal) consisting of some miserable tomatoes, two hunks of stale bread, and some sad-sack looking eggs that had somehow looked worse out of the shell than in.
Itâs been a few days now, since, well â since things went very badly for Paragon. Something hot to eat isnât the worst thing in the world, is it? He barges into Paragonâs tent unannounced with the platters and some forks and kicks Paragonâs cot on the way to the chair that Gullâs been sitting in to keep him company.
Paragonâs plate is carefully balanced atop his knee before Farrier digs into his own meal, and itâs only when he sees Paragonâs eyes â well, eye now â open that he speaks. âGood morning, sunshine! Earth says hello. Hope youâre hungry.â
Even now, seventy-two hours and change since the Vitriol incident, the sound of the explosion still rings in his ears. When it came to that day at the refinery, suddenly there was before, and there was after: the only metrics it felt like life would be measured by from here on out. For Paragon, the job had started like thisâa bad feeling at the base of his skull, a worse one in the pit of his stomach. The facts were these: Vitriolâs exceeded in its volatility only by its value, and it took a brave man to make a run at some. Or a mad one.
Itâs bad betting, Jack. Paragon had pressed. And when that did little to sway their leader, implored, Don't, Jack. Bargained, even. But never begged. That came later. Paragon had dragged himself back in a bad wayâso he was told. He doesnât remember as much. The begging? That he does. That he reckons everyone does.
Just put me out, Jack! Do it!
That day at the camp, Jack hadnât been feeling so charitable. Or, maybe it was the opposite. After all, Vitriol drives a man to mad things.
On this day at the camp, Farrier strolls into Paragonâs tent too early for his liking. Heâs awakeâ has been since first light anyway. But Farrier doesnât need to know it. He makes him wait a minute nonetheless. Finally, he rolls overâhalf his face wrapped by a spotting bandage, and the half visible still stained with salt and the after-prints of sponged-off blood and vitriol.
Paragonâs chapped lips pull back in a little snarl. Unbecoming on a face so accustomed to smiling; painful on one still so raw. âEarth can shove that hello upââ his voice scrapes against his sore throat. Shears down to nothing when his eye flicks to the food. The growl in his empty gut sings a different tune. Laboriously, he eases himself up.
âWell hell, Farrier,â He croaks, singing a different tune now, too, ââyou didnât have to do all that.â Itâd be sweet, if it didnât have that tinge of smug satisfaction to it for being waited on at all. A sentiment that always came easier to him than the alternative: accepting that helpâs needed in the first place.