James Wesley. What was it like for you when he disappeared? Really, itās those first 24 hours that are the worst, arenāt they? When you call and you call and you call and thereās just no answer. It becomes an obsession. The calling. The never ending loop of a ghostās voice mail in your ear. You worry. You wonder. You swear, āGod damn it, if heās still living Iām gonna kill him myself.ā Is that what it was like for you? Did you rage at him? Cause you thought he betrayed you? Because I wonder what would be worse for you. His duplicity or his death?













