it makes you a fucking nerd, actually, johnny thinks, but he doesn't voice it aloud. he swallows the grin that threatens to bubble up, but that's about it : a smile that's forgotten. daniel confirms his question, and that's enough for him. he can't bear to look at his partner, not with the way he's damn near certain his face is going beet red at the confirmation. instead, he takes daniel's hand, the one that's ( probably holding him up against the table ) beside him, and pulls it toward him, wraps it around his chest. cocooned in daniel, what a way to go. this brings the warmth of his favorite space heater even closer, hot against his back, and he lets himself melt into the touch. maybe if he acts docile and content enough, daniel won't press any further. johnny hums, tapping his fingers against daniel's, against his chest. ' so i'd have t' look for, like, what, a lot of, like, eighteen - eighty - eight magazines? and i'd find a bunch? or you think i'd actually have luck lookin' for stuff by name? ' instead of looking back at daniel again, he presses his head into his cheek once more in lieu of a nod. ' my time's real important, larusso — don't have a lot'f it to waste, you know. '