drink proper coffee.

pan themed yoongi for @prettysei

did I punch my bed because of how sweet this is? did not. mmm anyway, I think I believe you; plus, it’s actually really fucking cute to think about you mulling over this for four hours lol. and don’t even worry about finding the right words because you have succeeded at stealing my heart. kinda like you took it once, pretended to give it back, and snatched it right back like, “jokes on you, this is mine!” but I’m actually really okay with that. very okay with that. like … out-of-this-world okay with that. and no worries, beb! my friend does a thing with her girl that goes something like, *holds hand* and so, from me to you: *holds your fucking hand*

I’m sending you off with lotsa love and support! pace yourself, take it one minute at a time, and breathe! also sending you many many many kisses for … general luck ;) I’ll be here when you make your grand re-entrance.

god, I’m trying so hard not to crack a smile so my mom doesn’t ask questions but it’s so hard when you do this!!! you’re gonna make me sob at some point, just you wait. and the hand thing? oh my god, please! I’ve had someone play with my hands at like six in the morning while we talked with a movie playing in the background and it was amazing. but I bet it’s be a gazillion times better with you and now I’m :))) catch me in my mcfucking grave.

yeah, youngpil’s one of those ships that people mention for a split second before moving onto other “main” yh/wp ships (like dopil/sungpil/“jaehyungparkian” or in simpler terms: younghyung). I love those other ships but too damn, there’s so little of youngpil that it hurts lmao so it’s like unspoken duty to provide the quality content. and speaking of quality content, “i guess we’re actually youngpil now” :) I swear, I can never get enough of you. I’m trying to watch a movie with my mom right now, but I’m too busy feeling things for you and it’s distracting as hell.

p.s. we’re ordering pizza and the first thing I thought of was you euhehe if only you were really my delivery person >:(

I’m over here about to sob all over myself. I can’t put together a proper response because I keep rereading this over and over and over and each time, I end up smiling like the fucking dumbass I am. you’re just a 4′11″ ball of happiness, and I wanna give you all my love. let. me. give. you. all. my. love. it’s ten o’clock, and I am literally going to burst (and so are the peeps in my group chat because one of them said verbatim, “ONE OF YOU BREAK BEFORE I DO ISTG”).

lmao we are the epitome of Shit Happens but this isn’t the shrugging it off type of Shit Happens but the holy shit this is the best thing ever type of Shit Happens (at least to me it is). I kid you not, every message of yours gives me this amazing feeling and it’s so heartwarming and cozy and, of corse, Gay. like I feel so many things that I can’t begin to describe, and I wanna tell you all about it but I don’t know where to start. like ahhh, I’m so !!! about you. just think of me squeezing you tight right now because that’s what I’m in the mood for lol

oh my god, jinx because that’s literally how my best friend replied to me some time ago. a couple messages ago when I sent a screenshot, she said something along the lines of, “this is turning gay,” and I nervously laughed through it (she was onto me). but not to be dramatic … you could literally just send me an ask that says, “hi,” and I’d be a pool of happiness at your feet. like, being absolutely honest with you, I didn’t think I’d end up here with all the Gay Feelings. I just thought you would kill me with one or two or three messages about youngpil and that would’ve been the last I’d seen of you but nah fam. you kept coming and somewhere along the line, shit happened and look at me now. shouting about you from the rooftops (and to my friends).