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Mariam would do as much as she possibly could to help, but as with all things out of her control, she finds ways to manipulate events to her favor. She is in very close contact with the town's police department and would push hard for the culprit's prosecution. She would be quite possibly the strongest supporter any victim could ask for, and she would use that established trust to ensure Jin stays under her thumb.

There may not be overt punishment, but she certainly would tighten up restrictions on Jin's movement. Curfews, dress code, schedule, range, all those have limits under the guise of keeping Jin safe, but as time goes on the lead tightens with promises of loosening after good behavior. Of course, it rarely does.

All these rules Jin can technically break if she wants, but in the same way she could technically buy a plane ticket and fly home to fully escape. Mariam will not say anything in particular to cast guilt onto Jin for the assault, preferring to be more subtle, such as offering to go with her downtown at all times, or being more stringent on curfew.

During scenes, where she has the benefit of the doubt, it may be a different story. Marc frequently says and does things Jin is uncomfortable with, using the fact that it's a bdsm "session" as a shield. She takes advantage of Jin's shame and reluctance to communicate, allowing it to bloom into full on fear of saying no to anything. Of course, since outside of the Den Mariam insists on open communication and Jin's power in the relationship, Jin ends up believing she's just letting it all happen to her.

For your scenario, Marc might bring it up during a session in which Jin is sufficiently fucked up on substances as a way to mock or degrade her for the assault. If Jin even remembers it happening, she would agonize over whether or not that's something Mariam really believes or if it's just something for a scene. Even if she asks directly, she'd get what she always gets: of course not, it's just for fun, if you don't like it I won't do it, why didn't you tell me in the moment if you didn't want it, do you really think I'm that cruel to you in real life? And the guilt would eat her alive, so she doesn't.

I decided to have a proper post for stuff because I’ve been lazy for too long and need to make it so people can actually find my shit. Considering LoV has become a decently consistent portion of my current writing projects, it is the best candidate to get this thing started. I’ll attempt to add other works to this masterpost as well, but I am, as mentioned, lazy.

Be warned that the vast majority of my works involve explicit descriptions of rape, torture, sexual abuse, and/or violence of all kinds. I write primarily to evoke discomfort in a reader, so at no point will a victim “begin to enjoy it” in a way that doesn’t facilitate more suffering. If you’re looking for a purely erotic experience, then you may not have a good time. Otherwise, enjoy. Everything on my Ao3 account is tagged, and if someone requests a specific tag for a specific work, I’ll consider doing so. You get what you see.

I do take requests casually, and will accept suggestions and ideas in my askbox, but I prioritize my current projects.

Series:

Lancet of Versailles | 75k words (involves rape, abuse, grooming, blackmail, and catholicism)

The romantic tale of a butch professor's morally neutral affair with her barely legal, mentally ill, flat broke college student, a vulnerable young woman aspiring to her mentor's station, living in a new area with no connections or support systems whatsoever. Features:

- Mindful observation(stalking) - Relationship catalysts(drugging) - Passionate lovemaking(rape) - Positive motivation(blackmail) - Incentivized experimentation(sadism) - Healthy boundaries(gangrape) - Stern discipline(protocol and punishment) - Confidence building(humiliation and degradation) - Mental fortitude(psychological manipulation, abuse, and torture) - Representation(autistic rapist AND victim) - Proper handling of a firearm - "Aftercare" - Surprise treats - Gaming

LoV Spinoffs:

Seeing Stars | 12.6k words, part 1 of 2 posted

Others to be announced as they are completed.

Standalones:

Naked Loot, Fair Game | 7.6k words (involves the violent rape, torture, and abduction of a child)

No U-Turn | 7.8k words (involves rape)

Seeing Stars

12k words

Dr. Marc Mariam's favorite student makes some bad decisions. She brings along a friend for her punishment.