my bad thoughts archive :(

i'll spend the rest of eternity with you... and everything beyond eternity as well.

my feelings for you make me want to bleed.

i need your attention or i'll die.

why don't you love me. why do you hate me. why won't you respond to me. why why why why why why why

don’t go away i’m sorry for what i did i’m sorry just please don’t leave with my sense of self because you’re all i need and you’re all i want and you’re everything and you’re nothing and i can’t live without you and i hate you with every fiber of my being and you mean more to me than every other thing combined and i can’t lose you because i don’t need anyone else if i have you

lol I have bpd. this makes everything make so . much more sense now

im jealous of the air you breathe, darling.

i want the barriers between us to dissolve. you’re mine, and i’m yours, so what’s the problem? i love you. i love you, so i want to blur the borders differentiating you from me. if i try hard enough, i can just become someone like you, someone you’ll like. so please, please, just tell me i’m everything you’ve ever wanted, because you’re everything i want.

mine, mine, mine. the moment i laid eyes on you, i declared you mine. there's no one else we need. i want you, all of you. and i don't care how it happens, i just want us to devour each other whole.

im a monster i don’t deserve love

you give me a reason to breathe