Mind Farts

What even is life?

Honestly at this point I'm too afraid to enter a church, or any kind of religious temple, because I've done a lot of things in my life that god would most likely burn me alive for...

I kind of want to die, but like not really. I just want to have no responsibilities what so ever, and I don't want anyone worrying over me and i don't want to worry about any one or anything. I just want a break.

When you're alone do you ever just randomly say something out loud, and it comes out it a weird ass voice and then suddenly everything is silent again, and you're just left with you thinking about how fucked up you are...just me? Okay.