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Oath — 16yo ✧ male — disabled

so i leave my room to put a dish in the sink and i shit you not my mom is physically turned away from my dad just to not have him in her view

okay so now theres

- normal route

- weird route

- WEIRD route (i wonder what name the fandom will agree on for this)

im surprised it skips straight to chapter 7 but it makes sense... and also makes me sad cause that means we have to wait double the time to get to the next part 💔

also i saw someone say that after you complete this, the save file doesnt save regularly. it becomes its own separate save file from the regular selection.

i also heard that if you completed this and have the separate save file, your actions from it will effect other saves whether you're going through the normal or weird routes. kinda like how Flowey remembers if you killed anyone in the past runs, or if you completed the pacifist or genocide route in the past runs

so i stand up to cool off (only for a while bc im not having a good chronic pain day)

and a massive fucking bl**d clot shoots OUT of the side of my underwear

it doesnt go DOWN my leg it goes STRAIGHT out onto the floor

so i rush to the bathroom so i can dump the rest of it

and on the way it still pouring down my leg

i get bl**d on my bedroom floor, the hallway floor, AND bathroom floor

my shorts are bl**dy too the inside of my thigh is bl**dy literally everything is bl**dy

i have to clean everything while there is bad chronic pain in my back and my arms and my legs i can barely stand while im going back and forth doing all this 💔💔

my moms in the shower the whole time too so i cant get her to help me

shes pissed i mentioned i wanted to cut my hair myself and is now forcing me to cancel my hair appointment even though i never said i wasnt going to it