Zaylyn's Wonderland

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Dino x coffeeshop au

They love the persona: the aegyo, the sexy stage, the bubbly songs, the submissiveness of female idols.

However, when these girls; these women (because I feel like some of them aren't even seen as that) are vocal about feminism, inequality, self love, or take any control over their lives; they are demonized in an instant. If someone leaked pictures of them that were supposed to be private, they are slut shamed, attention whores, ugly, or not that talented to begin with.

And this isn't restricted to kpop. This isn't restricted to Korea itself. But this is a factor, one of many, that messes with someone's mental state. Which could lead to things like suicide.

This quick "shoot down idols for being slightly flawed or human" is prevalent to both genders. We've lost idols from both genders. But there will ALWAYS be a different standard for women because they are supposed to be the pure innocent person that fits the societal gaze.

NUESTNEWS

pairing: boyfriend!hangyul x reader a/n: requested + tried my best to make this <somewhat> accurate and sorry if these seemed a little shorter compared to my others!

let’s start this bad boy with a backstory!

you and hangyul began dating before even knowing that you guys were officially dating

if that makes any sense?

the two of you acknowledged each others feelings

would take each other out on dates

hang out 24/7

and even kiss

but the thing was that 

you guys never had a title for one another

…

until dongpyo questioned you two out of pure curiosity

“are you and hangyul dating?” dongpyo’s thoughts flew right out of his mouth as he pointed his index finger at you two, who just so happened to be sitting extremely close to one another

“what do you mean?” you threw another question at dongpyo, somewhat trying to avoid this whole situation

“i mean, the two of you are always together─ you both have to be dating at this point.”

hangyul and you brushed off dongpyo’s interrogation

but you couldn’t help but to constantly think about it

what were you and hangyul?

you two sure weren’t friends

because friends simply don’t make out with each other

at the same time

you two weren’t dating because hangyul has never “officially” asked you to be his lover

“hangyul, i have something to ask you.” you pulled onto the sleeve of his shirt, forcing yourself and even hangyul to stop walking

“sure.” he turned around to fully face you. “what is it?”

you sighed heavily as you thought about it once more in your head before proceeding on. “what are we?”

hangyul was taken aback by your sudden question. “i thought you were my girlfriend/boyfriend.”

?? (⊙ヮ⊙) ??

you don’t recall hangyul ever asking you out???

similar to hangyul, you were surprised by his answer. “huh? you’ve never said anything about that, nor have you asked me out before?”

this whole entire time

hangyul thought you both silently (and naturally) came to terms with this

but you’re over here like no?? literally no?? what goes on in your head???

with that being said

hangyul walked closer to you

breaking the gap in between you two

as he reached out to hold onto your hand and asked

“i’m sorry about that. y/n, will you be mine?”

and thats how you two officially started dating ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ♡‧₊˚

you made sure to call dongpyo that following night to tell him about everything that had just happened

dongpyo, on the phone: SO HANGYUL THOUGHT U TWO WERE DATING WHILE U THOUGHT NOTHING OF IT?? SO WHO’S FAULT WAS IT????

maybe both of your guys fault because of the lack of communication

the type of person to take you to go play basketball (since that’s one of his favorite sports)

and then purposely throw the ball at the back of your head

just for some laughs

you: what the fuck?

hangyul: :’)

however

he is also the type of person to take you to the han river at midnight

as the two of you would just sit in the grass

talking about your worries in life 

while hangyul rests his head on your lap, using it as if it was a pillow

sometimes, when you two go on dates

he brings dohyon along without notifying you

you: hanGYULLL … and dohyon?

hangyul: he begged me to bring him

dohyon: hi, y/n! hangyul told me that you guys were going to watch lion king and i also wanted to watch it too so :D

you don’t really mind since dohyon is like your son

or maybe he’s that annoying little brother who says stuff like “mom said that u have to take me too”

whenever the two of you are alone and are watching a show on netflix

hangyul would take his finger and trace imaginary circles against your skin

he does this subconsciously since this is just a tiny habit of his

super clingy, but doesn’t want to admit it ! ! !

he would follow you wherever you go

you’re not allowed to leave without him attached to your hip

he makes fun of dohyon being a baby when he’s also baby #babyception

you both are super close to one another 

so close that hangyul has an extra key to your house (if you live alone)

while you have a key to his place

he always seems to walk in unexpectedly

and would shout out “hello! your boyfriend has arrived!” every single time

“hangyul, it’s one in the morning ─ whAT ARE YOU DOING HERE”

soft kisses ? ? ?

lmao u wish

his kisses are usually rough

and fast paced

he doesn’t give you enough time to breathe

yet, his kisses still makes you beg for more u____u

one of his major weaknesses is that

he has a difficult time expressing his feelings

therefore, you don’t really hear “i love you” / “i like you” / or any other similar phrases

despite being like this

you know that hangyul is deeply in love with you

and you’re in no rush to hear those short words

regrettably, hangyul wishes that he can overcome this obstacle of his

🎵🎵 WhY😫 aM I FeeLinG😥 SO WROOOOOOOONG?🗣🗣🗣🗣

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