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☪Kennedy!!//she-him//lvl 19//snailpilled and retardmaxxed

☪former ecelebrity//current philosopher//future doctor

☪living with AN

☪Medical Neurobiology major

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𖦹//DX SYSTEM (DID) 2020

𖦹Other kennedy//introject//too much to ever explain to newfags

𖦹Not always tagging posts (mostly just when its funny)

𖦹Personal acc for ranting and raving, manic posting, and YAPPING

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Genuinely the recov. body. Bequietanddriveee finally recovered. Active AN for five years, extreme fsting (8days fast 2days eat), the hard 100, brain damage, psychosis, minor internet fame, minor internet controversy. Lost 1/3 of my body weight in three months. I live on internally underweight on spo boards around on this app somewhere.

In March I got really really sick and was in and out of the ER, I couldn’t eat sleep or drink for 6 days and I was driving myself crazy, I had a moment where I was in so much pain and so miserable I broke and thought I cannot believe I did this to myself and when I get better I’m never doing that again. And look I’m not fat. I eat whatever I want when I’m hungry, I haven’t been hungry in months. It’s been almost five months, if I can get over it I really think anyone can. They’re right it’s better on the other side and one day you’ll eventually have to get over there, everyone has to this doesn’t last forever nothing does. I just hope somehow the people who think I died can know I didn’t. I have a really good job now in medicine, I have friends, I’m in a really good college program for a prestigious degree, not to be sappy and icky but I want them to know it worked out for me. I’m not 17 anymore. I’m never going back to the way I was before ana that’s not possible for someone who was as sick as I was but I’ve made peace with that. I’m no longer halfway down.