I wanna love you but I can't

& you know what it actually IS lifechanging to smile at strangers & say please & thank you & goodmorning & compliment someones outfit & help someone in need & be more accepting of loving other people just because they are other people!!!

Thank you

I confuse people. i have a happy personality and a sad soul. i'm bold but shy. i love deeply but sometimes i feel heartless. i'm healing and hurting at the same time. i'm dedicated to growth, but i self sabotage

is it just me or does satellite have BIG zarry vibes?? i mean, the lyrics. just. wow. but also the fact it literally sounds like something zayn would have sung himself??? wild

Same thoughts. Gonna cry in the shower bye

I'm wheezing

“you never saw my birthmark” in little freak is just so!!! vulnerable and pathetic and desperate . desperate for that kind of intimacy, that hopeful feeling of being with someone !!!! and when they leave, when they have to leave, you’re left with the things you couldn’t do together and the time you couldn’t spend with each other and you get filled with this strange anxiety and longing where you feel like a part of you left with them and that you actually had a lot to say but they’re not here and maybe, they never will and they still left parts not only on your body but also your heart untouched and undiscovered and you’ll never get to experience that kind of intimacy with that person

the introverted urge to find 1 person you feel comfortable with and do literally everything with them

Where tf are you